not his first mate now novel Chapter 39

I made my way downstairs and towards the kitchen, I had to make sure no one could tell I was angry and annoyed or it would mean trying to explain things that I really didn't want to at this present time.

I still couldn't believe the rogue king had managed to get into our house, he  is a sneaky bastard that was for sure.

Biting my lip I stop a growl from slipping out.

Pushing my thoughts to one side I start making a coffee and then start making chocolate chip cup cakes. While I baked up a storm xaiden  came in and watched me like a hawk.

"Mummy why are you cooking so much.?" I smile at him as he frowns in confusion.

"Well I do have a little wolf who likes to eat everything." I grin at him as he giggles, he was the one thing in life that kept me going, I couldn't let anything happen to him ever.

"Your silly mummy," he shakes his head with a small grin on his face. I turn back to the oven and take out strawberry white choc cookies, and place the choc raspberry swirl cake in the oven.

"You only cook lots when your really angry." I stop dead at his words, how could he see right through my act. He surely is very observant which made me very proud.

Slowly I turn to look at him, he's watching me again but now a frown creeps onto his face.

"I'm just thinking how my baby boy is growing up so fast, it makes me a little sad to think one day you will be all grown up and finding your own mate." It wasn't a lie, I had been thinking of it lately. My son gets off the chair and comes around the bench to throw his arms around my waist. I hug him back and place a kiss on his head.

"I will never leave you mum, my mate will live with us." His sweet words made me laugh as I pictured him and his mate living in my house.

I watched him as I leaned up against the sink with a coffee in my hands. To think we went through so much in five years and he still comes out smiling and happy. It just goes to show how strong he really is.

"Mummy, can I ask you something?" Xaiden small voice breaks my train of thought.

"Of course honey, you know you can ask me anything?" I tell him leaning on the same bench to show him he has my full attention.

"Well I had this dream, it was about a big man who turns into a monster. He was trying to hurt you and made me watch. It felt so real and it scared me." I grab his hand in mine and kiss the palm.

"Baby Boy it was only a dream, no one will ever hurt you or mummy, where safe here with daddy." I tried to make my words sound convincing but from the look on his tiny face I knew it wasn't working. Even I knew we wouldn't be safe here, but I couldn't really tell him that now could I.