Reclaiming My Broken Luna (Astrid and Killian) novel Chapter 191

Astrid’s POV

I watched as the range of emotions flickered across Drystan’s face — the initial disbelief, the growing anguish, and now, the most unexpected response of all — understanding.

I thought he would hate me for breaking my promise. No reason can justify my betrayal. Drystan had asked me many times before this if I was really sure about my decision to stay at the Nightsong Pack with him, and I had always given him the same answer.

I had lied to him many times. Drystan had always been so kind to me; he always had my back no matter what, and I chose to do this in return.

“I understand, Astrid,” he murmured, his voice soft and steady. “You do not have to blame yourself. I know this has been hard on you,” he continued, his words wrapping me like a warm embrace.

I was speechless. What have I done to deserve him?

“You don’t have to hide anything from me. I’m always here for you Astrid. I’ll support you no matter what you choose.” I felt a surge of guilt wash over me as he spoke his kind words.

I stared at him, my breath catching in my throat, overwhelmed by the depth of his understanding.

“Drystan, I…” I began, my voice trembling with a mix of guilt and awe. “You don’t have to do this,” I spoke with tears in my eyes. “I don’t know how long this would take. You don’t have to—“

“I’ve told you, Astrid. I will always help and support you no matter what. That will also stand true for this,” Drystan cut me off and answered stubbornly.

I shook my head. He had already done so much for me. He doesn’t have to do this. “I can’t let you get involved in this, Drystan,” I muttered, hoping that he would listen to me.

I don’t want him to be implicated because of me. I don’t know how long and far this would take me. Fighting against the Silvermoon Pack has its own risks. Even if I had the Shadowfang Pack’s support, there would always be some compromises.

I’ve chosen to have my revenge rather than live with him at Nightsong Pack in peace. I had already let him down. He doesn’t have to go along the path I’ve chosen with me.

He doesn’t have to keep waiting and supporting me. I’ll only drag him down if he continues this.

“Listen to me, Astrid. It doesn’t matter to me. I will always be here with you, no matter what. I’ll wait forever if I have to. I’ll go through everything as long as it’s with you,” Drystan’s brows were pressed together as he looked at me intently.

“Drystan,” my eyes widened at the seriousness of his words. “Don’t you hear your own words? Once Alpha Theron had made the announcement, I can never go back. I’m planning to go against the Silvermoon Pack. If you continue to have ties with me, the Nightsong Pack could get in trouble.”