She Walks The Night novel Chapter 39

I was standing at the door listening to Luna and dad arguing again. I was never told about Luna's birth. But I am going to find out why they never talk about it. I deserve to know. I am going to ask aunt Donna. I love my sister but she hates me. She hates her father. Well, hate is not the word I would use. I walked over to the house to look for her baby book. I looked everywhere. I have one. Luna should have one. I know dad was at my birth, I was welcomed home to the clubhouse, there was a BBQ when I was brought home from the hospital. All kids born to club members got all that. I walked over and asked aunt Donna is she knows where Luna's baby book was?

Aunt Donna. Do you know where Luna's baby book is? I saw her stiffen. Aunt Donna? Ask your mother. I looked at her closely. What are you not telling me? Is Luna even dad's daughter? She is his daughter. Then where is her baby book? She doesn't have one. What do you mean? Luna didn't get any welcome home did she?, She did not get anything I got. Is that what you are saying? Was dad even at her birth? No. So that is why she despises me? Why she hates me. Her birth was not celebrated by her dad or the club members. No one was there when she was born where they? Don't lie to me. No. Your mom drove herself to the hospital in labor. She gave birth to Luna alone. And she drove herself and Luna home to the house by herself. Was that what you wanted to know?

What about birthdays? Dad or the club never celebrated them either did they? No. Wait. Luna turned 18 yesterday. She didn't even get a party or gifts. How could you all do this to her? Mom ad dad never celebrated Luna's birthday. Ever. God. What a fucking idiot I am. I never wished my own sister a happy birthday for years. It is as if she doesn't exist. You, Sara, Lisa, Tammy, and Savage are the only ones who really care about Luna. That's just wrong. I hate this club. I hate all of you for what you have done to my sister.

I walked over to mom and stared at her in anger. How could you and dad do that to Luna? No welcome home by the club. No birthday parties, No pictures. You all forgot she turned 18 years old yesterday. She never got a happy birthday or one gift. No cake, no ice cream. Nothing. I hate you, dad, and this club. I stormed out of the clubhouse and went over to the house. I walked into my bedroom and slammed the door shut and locked it.

Two years that is how long I have to wait to get out of here and away from them. I can't believe that I didn't see it. I love my sister. But could never figure out why she hated me. Now that I know I hate my mom, dad, and this club. I refuse to become the next president of the club. I want nothing to do with it. I heard the knock on my bedroom door. I turned my music up to drown the pounding out and lit a joint. They can all go to hell.

It all makes sense now. How my dad looks at mom with longing and love. How mom looks at him at times with such hate. And the smug look on uncle Rocks face when he sees mom. I will fix his smug look. When I tell dad in front of his brother I don't want anything to do with the club. My uncle thinks it will stay in the family. Nope. Not really. It will be handed down to a cousin. Not me or Luna. I will start my own MC and become bigger and better than this one and uncle Rocks.