TABOO novel Chapter 15

My cousin was a brunette when we were younger, definitely not blonde. She had freckles on her nose and shoulders, but the woman standing in front of me was nothing like my cousin, and yet she's my cousin. Grace. Who was getting married and also a cam girl. What did she do to herself? Probably dyed her hair, used makeup to cover her freckles. Like how could she turn out to be my cousin. I wanted to give my virginity to my cousin. 

" Okay…" Mom broke the silence. " I'll leave you two to talk while I join the others." Mom said as she passed through the door Grace came in. 

   We stared at each other. She was ashamed, couldn't even meet my eyes as she cleared her throat and paced around the living room casually.

" You want to tell me what's going on or what?"

" I have nothing to tell you alright. I didn't fucking know you were my little cousin from years ago. And what I am here, is what you're going to address me as. My name's Grace, don't accidentally refer to me as Chastity."

" You're a fucking cam girl. My fucking cousin!"

" Fucking shut up alright?!" She whispered-yelled at me. 

" My husband doesn't know about that, including his family and mine. You're here for my wedding, so just fucking shut up and act like i never did gave you a hand job through FaceTime." She said as she glared at me. 

  I was pissed. At that moment I just wanted to leave. To catch the next flight and get out of here before I do something I would regret. She wasn't even giving me any explanation. How she was comfortable living two lives at the same time. A cam girl known as Chastity, and this nice beautiful girl who was about getting married. I was saving myself for her. I wanted to fuck her and give her my virginity and all she did was lied about her true identity. 

  Dating a boy is another thing, but getting married while secretly stripping online for money was another thing entirely. A man walked in as he looked between Chastity and me. He was her husband, I could tell. 

" Hey babe. What's going on?" The man asked and kissed Chastity on the cheek. 

" Nothing. This is my cousin, the one I always talked about. His name's Mitchel." She said. The man looked at me and smiled. 

" Hi. Nice to meet you. I'm Carson, Grace's fianceè." He said and stretched his hand out for a handshake.

" I can tell." I shook his hand.

" I'm honored you came to honor our wedding. We are happy to have you."

" Sure." I muttered and stared at Grace. She bit her lip and avoided my gaze. 

  This would be one long weekend. I just needed to get out of here. I walked past Grace and her fianceè as I joined the others. It was a long night. There were many introductions amongst the two families. I wasn't feeling it. Grace pretended like we haven't sex chatted through FaceTime. She was a pretty good actress and maybe I envied her. Me on the other hand, I wasn't. I stared at her all night as she laughed and held hands with Carson. That lucky son of a bitch. 

  The following day was Grace and Carson's rehearsal dinner. Mom was helpful. She was always helpful. She assisted Grace's mom and Carson's mom as they arranged everything. I just sat at a corner with a beer in hand, not really wanting to be here. During the dinner, I watched Grace and Carson give their speech with bright smiles on their lips. As I watched Grace talk to her invitees, the only thing I could think of is having her beautiful red lips wrapped around my cock as I fucked her mouth. I wanted to slide my cock in between her breast and fuck her from behind. There were so many dirty things I wanted to do to her. And if I was allowed, I was ready to fuck her really good before I leave Ohio. 

  This was fucked up. I wasn't supposed to be involved with my cousin. Chastity, the cam girl I've always wanted to be with is my cousin and that wasn't helping matters. It just made me want her more. I was hard and it was uncomfortable. There was loud chatter amongst the invitees as people danced with their partners. I sneaked out of the gathering as I walked down the beach. Far away where nobody would look for me. It's not like anyone would care to find me. It was Grace and Carson's day. 

  It was evening already as I walked down the beach, Faraway from the party. It was quiet out here as I drank my beer. Tomorrow, Chastity would be married and I wouldn't get to taste her again. I sat on a rock as I stared at the horizon with regret in my heart. I shouldn't have come. Being here is just difficult. I can't pretend Grace is a different woman from Chastity. I wanted her and I was willing to do anything to be inside of her. 

" What are you doing out here when there's a party going on?" I heard that familiar voice. The voice I've dreamt about screaming my name as I fucked her from behind. 

  I turned around and Chastity was standing there, dressed in her dinner dress. Fuck, she was pretty. I sighed and looked away. 

" Why did you do it?" I asked. 

  I heard her sigh as she walked to stand next to me. 

" What are you asking? Why did I lie to you or why am I a cam girl?"

" Both." I said. 

" I'm sorry Mitch. You're sweet, it still hurts a little you're my cousin. You're so sweet, smart, and good looking. You're fucking hot." 

" You're not answering my questions, Chastity." 

" I lied about being single to everyone."

" So you sex chat with everyone on FaceTime?" I asked as I looked at her. 

" It's complicated, Mitch. I've always loved being stared at. I love that feeling when men want me for something other than love. I loved being wanted."

" Carson wants you."

" It's different. I loved the audience. And lying about my relationship status was the best idea I can think of. I couldn't tell you I was getting married. No one needs to know."

" And Carson? You're still gonna continue stripping online for money?"

" It's my job and I enjoyed doing it."

  I scoffed. " Sure, you do."

" You're being a jerk, Mitch." She said, 

  I shook my head and stood up. 

" It's funny you're not remorseful."

" Remorseful about what?" She whispered as she stood in front of me. Tits all in my face.