TABOO novel Chapter 25

" So how's school?" Dad asked me the minute I slid inside his car.

I shut the door and sigh as I looked at my father.

" Fine." I gave him a straight answer. School was never fine. I never wanted to attend boarding school, but I felt like my dad dropped me there just to spite me. It was all his idea, how to send me far away from home because, according to him, he didn't want me to turn out to be like other kids in our neighborhood, and thus he sent me to an all boy's boarding school far away from home.

Every weekend I always want to come home for the weekend, but my father always rejected my proposal, saying there was nothing good for me at home. I hated boarding schools. The isolation, the bullying, it was hectic and not for me. But my father thought I'd get a better future if I schooled in a boarding school. Well I believed him. He knew what's best for me. If he thought I'd be a better person and not turn out to be one of these delinquents then I believed him.

I just turned nineteen a month ago. I was supposed to be out of highschool since last year but I had to repeat a year over again. I wasn't like most boys my age. I never liked to party or hang out with people. I don't have a lot of friends at school. Just two other guys who were nerds just like me. I have never dated anyone in my life, and to spice everything up, I have never had sex. Ever.

I have thought about it, getting involved with a woman, getting a girlfriend, and maybe finally have sex. But it was pretty difficult when you're thrown into a boarding school with several other guys. A lot of my peers at school usually sneak out to party, do drugs, or maybe have sex but I've never had the balls to do any of that. I was trained not to disrespect my superiors including my elders. And I barely ever come home throughout my years in that school. The times I visited home, it was usually on Fridays. I didn't have time for myself to maybe meet new people. It was always family. I was sick of it.

I just graduated high school after all these long years and my father came to pick me up. I wasn't going back to that hell hole again and I was happy. I'll be leaving for college this fall and I couldn't wait to get out there and maybe try new things. Maybe date a girl and finally have sex.

" What are you thinking?" Dad asked me.

" Nothing." I said blankly.

Dad sighed.

" I'm sorry we sent you to boarding school, Dean. It was for the best. These nowadays growing youths are getting wild. All they do is party, get high, do drugs, and have premarital sex. I don't want you to turn out to be one of these kids. I want you to be better. I want you to live your life in the way of God." Did I also mention my parents are religious? Like religiously religious.

They believed in sex before marriage and they keep telling me not to get involved with premarital sex. I was an only child. And my parents weren't all that fortunate with childbirth. It took them six years after their wedding before I was conceived. So my parents made it their life's mission to make sure I live a perfect holy life. I want to. But I also wanted to try new things, I want to make mistakes and also try sex for once. I wanted to know what it felt like to be inside a woman. My friends usually talked about sex and I wanted to try it too. God was against premarital sex, I was aware, but I wanted to make my own mistakes.

" Dean?" Dad called for my attention.

" I heard you, dad."

" So how was school?"

" It was good." I said and stared out the window.

" I'm happy you're finally out of highschool." Dad said.

" Mmm."

" Your mom is cooking your favorite food today to await your arrival. And guess what?" Dad asked again. He was trying to strike up a conversation with me. I wasn't in the mood.

" Aunt Lola is around. You remember aunt Lola right?" Dad asked.

I turned to look at him at once.

" Yeah?"

" Yeah. I know you can't wait to meet her. She missed you too. She can't wait for you to come home."

I looked out the window again to hide my smile. Aunt Lola was dad's younger sister. I've always had a crush on her since I was eighteen. She didn't have to know. I didn't want her to know so I wouldn't have to ruin our friendship.

Each time I visited my parents, I always secretly watched her, stared at her. At first it was weird. Having feelings for my Aunt was absurd. And as time went on and I couldn't control how I felt towards her, I tried to get her out of my head. It was hard. Aunt Lola saw me as her favorite nephew. She and I were pretty close. She would tease me about girls and all that stuff. I knew I couldn't have her. She was way out of my reach. She was hot, so freaking beautiful and sexy, and she was older than me. She was 24 years old and I was just her little nephew. She was my aunt and it was absurd to think about wanting her. It was forbidden. The only way I could ever forget her was back at the boarding school, where my brain was occupied with leaving that shit hole. Other nights, she'd find her ways into my brain and I even touched myself with the image of her. It was weird and I hated myself for feeling this way towards my father's sister.

It was quiet between my dad and I as he pulled his car outside our house. We weren't all that rich but my parents were stable. They were important people in church, contributing for the church financially and even physically. We were proud Christians. I got out of my father's car to get my bags. Dad helped me with some of my things and we walked inside.

The first thing I noticed was the beautiful aroma in the air. It smelt familiar. I smiled and walked towards the living room.

" Dean." Mom called my name giddily.

I didn't have time to drop my bags on the floor before my mother engulfed me in a spine breaking hug.

" How are you?" Mom spoke in my ear while still hugging me.

" I'm fine mom." I said out of breath. The embrace was too tight.

" Oh Dean honey…" Aunt Lola appeared from the kitchen with a big smile on her face.

God she looked really beautiful. I haven't seen her in months. We stared at each other, with a weird sexual tension between us and it felt like I was the only person feeling this. I stared at her for too long. She was wearing a short skirt with the length past her mid thigh and a very tight top that hugged her big breasts. I looked down at her body, with her beautiful fair skin peeking out from the short skirt she wore.

I was getting hard.

Mom pulled away from me and Lola surprised me with her own hug. Her big breasts pressed against my chest and her arms were around my waist. I was taller than her and I could see the top of her head. I prayed and wished she didn't feel my semi boner. That would be weird and embarrassing.

" How's school? I'm happy you're back." She pulled away and smacked my butt lightly. She winked at me discreetly. I was taken by surprise.

" School is good." I tried not to stutter.

" Why don't you go drop your bags and come back for lunch." Mom suggested.

I nodded and grabbed my bags from the floor, with my eyes on Lola. She was smirking at me in a way she'd never done before. I was feeling hot inside as I quickly turned around to go to my old room.

Lunch didn't take that much. We ate and mom asked me questions about school. There wasn't anything interesting to tell so I told them what they wanted to hear. Lola spent half the lunch watching me, smirking and biting her lip. Was she trying to flirt with me? Did she finally get the hint that I liked her? I tried not to think about it as I cleared the table with Lola's assistance.