TABOO novel Chapter 4

" This can't happen again, Camilla."

  Is he fucking kidding me? He just fucked my mouth, aggressively, if I might add and then he just threw it at my face that it can't happen again? I mean why?

" Why Damien? I thought you liked it." I stepped closer to him as I grabbed his tux jacket.

  He sighed and removed my hands from his jacket and held it in his hands.  

" Your father is my very close friend, Camilla. You know that. This is wrong." 

" Wrong! You just literally fucked my mouth. Your best friend's daughter if you have forgotten. And might I add, you enjoyed it. You were moaning!"

" Stop it! Camilla, fucking stop it. That was wrong. You're my best friend's little daughter and it was wrong of me to take advantage of you."

" Advantage?" I laughed hysterically. This must be a fucking joke. 

" Listen Camilla, you're a beautiful young woman and I admire you a lot. But this can't work out and you know it. If your father finds out, he'll be mad. It will ruin our friendship."

" I don't give a shit. I want you and I fucking want you. Plus, they don't have to know. It's gonna be our little secret." I say as I grab his tux to pull him close to me. 

  He sighs and leans in to kiss me on the cheek. 

" I'm sorry." He whispered to my ear and walked out of his bedroom. Leaving me standing here alone.

" What the fuck!"

  It's been three weeks since Damien rejected me after he fucked my mouth. I couldn't stop thinking about him. Thinking about his huge cock deep down my throat while his fingers twisted my nipple. What I would give to have him deep inside me. Full and hard. 

  I couldn't get him out of my head no matter how hard I tried. For once I tried to think past my selfish little existence and try to understand he's my father's best friend, and being involved with him will ruin their long term relationship. I don't wanna be the one who ruined everything they've built together. But I can't help it. I can't help but think about him every night. Every day, whenever I'm alone, I think about his beautiful cock inside me. What I would do to have him tie me against my bed as he fucked me from behind. 

  I'm alone one Friday evening. Mom traveled while my father was at the office. I lay on my bed with my eyes shut, and my hand buried inside my satin pajamas shorts as I rubbed fast circles on my clit. Damien's cock is the only thing I thought about as I fingered myself and rubbed my throbbing clit. I moaned, pinched one nipple as I squirmed.

" Fuck. Oh Damien." I moaned. 

  I removed my hand and pulled down my shorts down my ankles. Now I was naked from my waist down. I went down on my knees, all fours as I brought my hand down to finger myself. Not able to satisfy myself with my fingers, I reached for my dildo inside my drawers. It's not as big as my father's best friend's cock, but it will do. 

  I put it inside my mouth and lick up the base of the dildo. I started to suck it, moaning as I pinched my nipple. I go on all fours and thrust it inside me. 

" Oh my fucking God." I pinched my nipple harder and began to fuck myself with my toy. It feels so good. But Damien's cock deep inside me will feel better. 

" Fuck, what did I miss?" A familiar male voice snapped me out of my sexual pleasure.

  I pulled out my dildo and turned around at once. My dream man stood by my open bedroom door as he watched me with lust in his eyes. 

" W-What…" I stuttered and shut my legs, with my dildo still in hand.

" How the fuck did you get here?" 

" Don't stop. Please continue." He said as he walked inside my room. 

" Please don't stop because I'm here. I heard you moaning my name. Let me watch you satisfy yourself." He said and stopped close to my bed. 

" Spread those beautiful legs for me, Camilla." He ordered in a whisper.