The Bully's Obsession novel Chapter 28

　　For a moment I didn't recognize where I was,  my whole body  sore....like I had been ran over by a truck... 

　　My legs felt like jelly as I adjusted to a sitting position, the sheets came off,  his already dried semen still coated my thighs. 

　　Memories of last night flooded like running waters... 

　　Somewhere in my head I had prayed I wouldn't wake up,  or I would awake and it would all be a nightmare.....a bad dream. 

　　Only it wasn't.. It happened. 

　　It was all too real.

　　I winced at the pain between my legs as I made my way out of the bed. 

　　I slowly made my way to the door I assumed was the bathroom,  I was right. 

　　I was too preoccupied with myself to take any details of my surrounding.

　　I caught sight at myself in the mirror, I almost didn't recognize the girl that stared back at me. 

　　My grey eyes were dull,  it reflected how numb  I felt inside,  

　　I looked like a broken doll. 

　　My hair was wild and all over the place,i had  bite marks all over.

　　His marks. .. my neck... shoulders...stomach... they were already turning into a dark shade of  purple .

　　I could have cried at the sight,  but I didn't... My eyes remained dried. 

　　Maybe my mind was still in a state of shock, It was just blank,  ...just. like an empty shell. 

　　A broken one. 

　　I turned on the shower,  it was warm against my skin,  I don't know how long I stayed under the hot spray, I kept staring at the water flowing inside the drain..... wished it could sail me along with it.. 

　　That it could set me free. 

　　I closed my eyes for some time,  when I open them,  he was right there. 

　　A pair of green gaze staring right back at me. 

　　I didn't even hear him approach,  I stared back at his unflinching stare... his gaze revealed nothing. 

　　Who knew such beautiful eyes could hold such cruelties? 

　　Something passed between us and miraculously he averted his gaze first.. 

　　He'd gotten what he wanted... His revenge against me should be over. 

　　He broke me. I feel like I was beyond redemption. 

　　He turned off the knob of the shower,  I flinched when he wrapped his fingers around mine as we walked out of the bathroom 

　　"I want to go home " I stated not caring of my naked state. 

　　There was no point. 

　　I gave another flinch when he wrapped a fluffy white towel around my body. 

　　"I want to go home " I repeated more forcefully this time 

　　Without a reply he walked to the drawer besides his bed, withdrew something white from a small bottle and held out to me... 

　　I stared mutely at the pill in his hands then back to him. 

　　"You don't want to get pregnant do you? " he snapped sounding impatient 

　　His words took me by surprise,  I had forgotten all about  it, he had released inside of me twice last night. 

　　I accepted it from him and gulped it down with the glass of water  he had provided without a second thought .

　　I had thought there couldn't  be anything more worse than my present predicament... but there was  .