The Deadly Alpha novel Chapter 37

When I made sure Alpha went to training finally after looking so defeated, I was alone in the room with baby Kaden beside me because I was protective like that.

Crystal went off to her mate as they had a house across from our mansion, I was happy for both of them and a bit envious because our fate was different from theirs.

I chuckled as I closed my eyes and imagined Kaden and Alpha playing football outside as I cooked with a light pink apron on my big belly, I also imagined that we were having a girl called Evanna because it was special in my heart. I opened my eyes and accepted the reality, another mate was meant for him, the Moon Goddess could give him a chance when I die, he was going to be happy with his new eleven pups, a tear slipped from my eyes when the realization hit me again that the Luna wouldn't be me anymore, it would be another mate.

All our memories were in my heart and that was enough because I cared so much about them that I was willing to let go for the sake their happiness, I was going to heal my son, he would have a better proud mom, a chance of a lifetime and he would have a mate to love endlessly and a fate so bright. I wanted all of that for him.

My fingers touched the pen as I wrote the heart shattering letters, I took a deep breath and started.

We have to go, there is no solution. Lace grieved and I nodded.

Thank you for being the best wolf ever. I said and I could feel her howling in sorrow.

Thank you for showing me what it's like to be loved and cherished. Lace agonizingly said.

Letter to Alpha

Dear best mate ever,

By the time you read this, your heart will be broken because of what I am about to do, I'm sorry for making you angry so many times and frustrated when you couldn't find anything to heal me. I get it, it's my fate and I would rather see you happy with someone else than to live without a mate in pain, you will have Kaden and a nice family, I could guarantee it, our baby boy is special and he will help you get through as I am confident and so proud of what you had to go through to be yourself.