The Dragon Prince's Forbidden Affair novel Chapter 69

"Yeah I've been there." Stewart said. When he was done he hugged me. "You don't have to suffer alone Aqua."

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Arma brought in a new tv, she set it up for me then they left. I laid in my bed then got up when I heard a knock. I answered the door and saw Gray and Cade. They wanted to spend time with me, so we watched a movie. I'm sure Gray was the one who wanted to spend time and dragged Cade along, so it was a little awkward but nice.

The next week I tried to get over everything that happened but there were reminders everywhere. I was able to see into the pack house and central city from here in the castle. I was using my abilities so much that they were getting better, but I was feeling sick. I constantly had headaches and the corner of my eyes bled a few times. The castle wasn't the safe haven from the human world that it used to be for me.

"Aqua." Arma stopped me in the hall. She frowned when she noticed dried blood in the corner of my eye and wiped it. "Are you okay?"

I shook my head. "You have to promise not to tell anyone."

"I promise."

"I've been having some side effects from using my abilities so much; headaches, blood, and nausea. I didn't use them at all until a month and a half ago and in the last two and a half weeks I've been overdoing it. There's nothing I can do about it because I have to meet the king and queens' tasks for me every three days." I yawned. "And my holder dreams are becoming nightmares. I'm only seeing bad stuff from the past and future. The future stuff is so vague and cryptic that I can't interpret them. They used to be clearer."

"You have to tell the king and queen okay? If you let them know they have to lighten your workload." It might have been easier if they knew I was half human. "Come have lunch with us tomorrow okay? You know our usual lunchtime." She hugged me.

The next day I did have lunch with them, but Cade was there. He already had to hangout with me for Grays's sake, I didn't want him to have to here too so I got up. He told me to sit back down.

After that day for the rest of the week Cade spoke to me more but I decided I wouldn't let myself get close to anyone again. Not yet because I'd just ruin it. I stayed away from Arma and Stewart all together. "Where are you going?" Hannah asked.

"I'm going to go talk to your parents. I have some concerns." I kept walking.

Hannah followed me. "If it was about me you'd tell me right? Or is it about Lexus? I know you miss him."

"It's neither but yeah I would tell you."

"But you do miss him? I miss Lydia since were not together 24/7." She tried to relate to me.

I stopped when we got outside their office. "You two are cute together, hopefully you can see each other more often. I do miss Lexus, but he doesn't miss me enough to call." I sighed.