The Further Alpha's Shy Girl novel Chapter 27

Matthews head jerk up, and he stared at me.

"You mean ... I mean I thought you want to forget what we did ... You seemed like you regretted afterwards, I mean, you would not even look me in the eyes."

He said sheepishly, as he intently stared at me, I lowered my eyes, a little embarrassed by the topic, it's not my usual topic of conversation and I don't know how I should act, but I have to tell him the truth, though I might end up looking like a fool. Therefore I said quietly.

"I did not regret, I just didn't know how I should act ... Well, I was kind of embarrassed, I have never been in such a situation, so it was a little awkward for me."

I admitted, and saw how Matthew get a big smile on his face, before he gently pulled me closer to him, and looked at me.

"So you don't regret what we did? ... I was sure that you would never forgive me, that I took advantage of you in that situation. "

He said, I just looked at him confused.

"What do you mean that you took advantage of me? I was not exactly absent when we... you know."

I feel embarrassed when I remembered what I had done, and could feel how I once again blushed. Matthew laughed gently and stroked my cheek lovingly.

"You are simply adorable when you blush ... But I think I took advantage of you, you have got doped with some drug that would make you more interested in being intimate with someone else."

He said, I looked up at him.

"Was that what the other guy had given me? I felt very confused that night. But that's not why I was ... you know ... excited ... When I woke up in your room, I was not under some kind of drugs, other than perhaps too much curiosity, I have not previously slept with a man, and waking up next to you make me... "

I didn't finish my phrase, didn't know how I could explain it. But by Matthews smile I can tell that he understand what I meant.

He asked gently and looked anxiously at me. I grinned and nodded.

"I'd really like that."

I said, and receive a big smile from Matthew.

Matthew's P.O.V

Clarina had fallen asleep, and cuddled into me, with her head on my chest. I stroked her lovingly through her hair, and just enjoyed the feeling of her so close to me, even Mathieu was relaxed and didn't tried to cease to control, but just enjoyed having our mate with us. I couldn't get the smile off my face, Clarina actually like to be with me, and she had let me satisfy her twice, and she admitted that she both times had wanted it, and that I had not force her, at this I was so happy, I had really felt bad about what I had done that night, but now that I knew that she had enjoyed it, I could look back at it with pleasure, and when I remembered her curious but shy touches. I was delighted that she felt so comfortable with me that she overcame her shyness. I looked down at her before I made a little sad smile and stroked her cheek to wake her up, we had been here a while now and I had an agreement with Lucas, so it was about time to get back. Clarina stir a little when I tried to wake her, and I grinned, she looked like a tired little kitten who wouldn't wake up, she tried to snuggle closer to me, to get back to sleep, but even though I enjoyed her presence I shook her gently to make her wake.

"Come on little kitten, it's time to wake up."