The Further Alpha's Shy Girl novel Chapter 9

I tightened my hold on her waist and switched our positions, so that I could be on top. I grabbed her legs and wrapped them around my hips, so our sex came in close contact. Clarina grabbed my hair to pull me closer; this was too much, I had to feel her. I grabbed her bra straps and pulled it down so her amazing breasts came free. She lifted her hands quickly to hide from my eyes, but I shook my head, confused as to why she would want to hide her beauty from me.

Clarina's P.O.V

I woke up the next morning and was confused, I was not in my own bed! I sat up and looked around. It was obvious that I was in a man's bedroom. It was a large room, with brown and gold striped wallpaper on the walls and a beautiful mahogany floor. At the other end of the room the door to the bathroom was open, and I could see a pure white bathroom with the brown and gold colors pursued here. The bed I was lying in was huge, I mean really big, it was not just an ordinary bed, it was probably almost twice as large then any bed I had ever seen before. The sheets I lay in were satin, and soft against my sensitive skin. Wait sensitive skin? Why was my body so sensitive? I could feel all the muscles in my body. Then the pictures of the night began to show in my mind, me kissing Matthew, touching him, letting him touch me – there!. Matthew trying to stop, but me begging him to help me come. God!, what have I done!?.

My head only gives me bites of what happened last night. I can't remember the whole thing, but the pictures make it very clear that it was me who actually attacked Matthew. He tried to stop, but I wouldn't let him.

I buried my face in the pillow. Dear god what have I done? How can I ever look anyone in the eyes again, specially Matthew!? The fact that he isn't next to me this morning, makes it's clear that last night was just something he wanted to forget. And why not, someone like him-who can get all the girls he wants; what can a little innocent person like me offer him. I moan irritated. The thought that I lost my virginity last night and I can't even remember the whole thing, but only the foreplay, made me sick to my core. Not that I have anything to complain about there, I can still feel how it tingles in my belly when I think of how Matthew licked me.

I quickly get up from the bed. I have to get out, everyone who sees me will know exactly what's happened, since I am only coming out of his bedroom now. Quickly I get out of the bed, but cover my body when I realize I am totally naked. God where are my clothes? I look bewildered through the bedroom; I find my bra, shirt and my skirt, but no matter how much I look, my panties are nowhere to be found. I cry out in frustration, but give up finding them, quickly dressing myself in the clothes I did find. Then I gently open the door to the corridor. Fortunately, it's empty. I quietly walk down the long hallway to the stairs leading down to the ground floor. I walk past several people sleeping on the floor, but fortunately, no one wakes up to see me.

I make it all the way to the front door, before I hear one of them say.

This had to be the worst day in my life. I am so embarrassed to have slept with the most popular guy in the school.

Clarina's P.O.V

I walked through the forest carefully, this being a part of the forest I had never been to. I have always enjoyed the beauty that nature had to offer, and this wonderful forest quickly became my favorite place. Everywhere I looked there was a dense growth of trees and shrubs. And since the trees took so much of the sunlight, you expected that the forest floor would be boring, but everywhere I looked there were flowers, flowers in all shades and colors. It was breathtaking. I found a small opening in the bushes, and climbed inside. I had to think about what had happened before I could see my mother and stepfather. I had sent them a text message, telling them I was okay, and that I would come home later. I knew Benjamin, and knew that he would worry if I was away for too long.