The Only One Series novel Chapter 47

It has been three years since I came to Savages MC. I have worked hard and learned many skills. I was called to the front of the bar today. I had earned my patch. I am now a full-fledged member of Savages club. I came here when I was 19 years old. I am now 22 years old. I stopped messing with the whores. I want a woman that will be proud of me. Not one who has to worry about meeting any whore I may have been with. I have stopped mistreating women.

I have come to hate men that abuse women. Ever since I met Kathy. We found her on a country road. Someone had beaten her and repeatedly raped her. They left her for dead. She is beautiful. When we saw the damage done to her we wanted to kill them. I learned the hard way what a woman who was raped and beaten goes through. You never forget the screams. The nightmares they have. The look of fear in their eyes and loss of trust in men.

I watched her when she is around us men. She fears us. I do not like the feeling of a woman being terrified of being near me. How they jump if you move your hand to reach for something. It pisses me off that we do not know how to make them feel safe again. Kathy is a tiny thing. She is about 5 feet tall and weighs about 100 pounds. She walks around the clubhouse with her head down. Afraid of drawing attention to herself.

I always go out of my way to say hello to her. I even bring her chocolate kisses. She loves them. I love the smile on her face when she gets them. She will say thank you in the softest voice. I learned that certain things can cause a rape victim to have flashbacks. It can be almost anything. I used to wear ax until I learned the smell caused her to have flashbacks.

I heard that today my Uncle Hawk was going to claim Sara. I had gotten close to Sara since I have been here. She and I often kickbox in the ring to keep in shape. We also practice self-defense moves. Sara is very protective of those she cares about. I was sitting at the table drinking a beer when she walked in and yelled "you little shit". I asked. What did I do? She had a twinkle in her eyes. Nothing she said. I just wanted to remind you what I used to call you.