The Pack's Nemesis (Quirin's Story) novel Chapter 11

Kennedy

I wake up alone. At first, I’m disoriented, not recognizing the room I’m in. Then, it all comes back to me. My birthday, Quirin, returning to his pack, completing our bond.

I smile, shifting and feeling the soreness that still lingers between my thighs. I knew my first time would hurt. I’ve worked in the hospital, been around my mother talking to young she–wolves all my life. So, I knew there would be pain. What I hadn’t expected was the intense pleasure of that would come first from Raif’s venom, and then from feeling Quirin’s emotions.

I’d felt his awe, his pride, his pleasure at being mated to me, at being inside me. I’d felt his desperate need to make me his. I’d also felt that he doesn’t feel worthy of having me for a mate and his guilt at what he considers selfishness by claiming me. If that makes him selfish, I guess we both are.

Yes. I’d felt the sting of my body tearing when he’d first entered me. But after that, the pleasure that shot through my entire body was so strong, that I didn’t even remember the pain and definitely didn’t know that I was bleeding.

I don’t know if everyone has continual orgasms; long, strong, powerful pleasure bombs that just continue to explode in your body, making you feel almost separated from your physical self. It was the most intense, pleasurable experience I’ve ever had.

Until it wasn’t.

I think at first it was because of the pain, but then it was because of the beauty of our I hadn’t realized that I was cryin mating. I’d struggled to grasp the pure ecstasy of connecting to Quirin and Raif. It was so beautiful, so intense, that the tears had continued to drip down my

I think the tears could have been explained away, but then Quirin smelled the blood and that’s when his mind had closed off

to me. I’d felt the anger, the darkness inside of him flooding back in, and he’d shut me out, not letting me feel it.

I wanted to talk to him, to tell him

I was okay, but he would barely look at me. Hopefully, we can talk today and I can let him know that I’m healing. Echo is a strong wolf. She and I were both prepared for this.

“You’ll be completely healed by tomorro

can make us feel, I’m all for it,‘ Echo

says.

at the latest. But if Quirin and Raif want to show us again tonight how good they

I close my eyes and stretch, thinking about experiencing that incredible high again.

‘It was worth tearing to feel that, don’t you think Echo?‘ I ask her

ght to feel that. But once we’re used to him being inside us can you

‘Beyond worth it. I’d be willing to tear like that every night imagine how much better it will be?‘ she asks me,

mor

I can’t, but that just means that he should be inside me often. That way, I’ll adjust to him even faster and then there will be only pleasure.

I feel something on the pillow beside me and turn, seeing a note from Quirin.

‘Little Pup,‘

I’m seriously starting to hate that title.

Maybe he put a little pup inside us last night and we can give him someone else to call Little Pup, just like you told him we

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would, Erho says.

I love my woll. She’s so smart.

Thank you,’ she smirke.

1 look back at the note again.

I know you must be sore. I could still smell blood on you this morning, so I didn’t wake you for warrior training. Why don’t you take some time to unpack and get settled in our room and I find you later.

I walk over and open my suitcase, looking for something to wear today. I hear my phone ping and I search for it, not remembering where I left it. I finally find my clutch purse near the loveseat in the bedroom, lying on the floor. I open it and get my phone which I’ll need to charge once I find my charger.

Connor: And you’re happy? I know you’ve always wanted Quirin But it’s different loving someone from afar versus giving yourself to them.