True Fated Marriage (Grace and Heinz) novel Chapter 363

They failed once again. After comforting Alice, he went to take a cold shower.

When he came out of the bathroom, Alice was already awake.

Jensen walked out of the bathroom with a long bath towel around his waist. Meanwhile, Alice looked at him with an aggrieved and fragile expression on her face. Her big eyes were dark, revealing a sense of deep despair and apology.

Jensen glanced at her and swallowed his saliva. He said in a hoarse voice, "Alice, are you awake?"

"I'm sorry," Alice apologized in a low voice. "I know I'm useless, but I didn't expect myself to be this useless."

"It doesn't matter," Jensen said while shaking his head.

He was only wrapped in a bath towel so his refined muscles were exposed. He looked like an unruly man.

Alice thought to herself, "He is such a handsome and irresistible man. But unfortunately, I'm afraid of men."

Sigh.

It's a pity that such a good man couldn't enjoy her body in the end.

"I'm going to change clothes," said Jensen. When he saw how she was staring at him, he sighed in his

heart.

If she continued gazing at him like that, he really couldn't guarantee whether he could still pretend to be a celibate. He could not possibly hold such a lady in his lap without the slightest imputation on his moral character.

He really did not have such confidence.

Unexpectedly, Alice suddenly stood up and dropped the quilt.

Jensen was startled and looked at her subconsciously.

His eyes widened and he couldn't take his eyes off her.

"Alice?"

Jensen shouted in a harsh voice. How could she expose everything to him like this?

"Jensen, let's try again." Alice said, "This time, I'll be braver, and you should also be braver."

She spoke in such an affirmative and commanding tone, which meant that she was determined to torture him again.

Jensen stared at her deeply. The emotions that he had suppressed through a cold shower, was aroused again after being teased by Alice.

"Alice!" he reprimanded with great difficulty.

Alice saw his hesitation. She suddenly stepped down from the bed and walked toward him until she was only three meters away from him.

They looked into each other's eyes.

Jensen could see that Alice was blushing so hard that her whole body turned red. She seemed to be very embarrassed.

And he was not much better than her.

His face and neck were also red, and he seemed to be at a loss about what to do.

"Jensen." Alice put away all her shyness and reservedness. She felt that such a man was really rare.

He could restrain himself at the last moment in order not to hurt her. This man was a good person.

She was willing to sacrifice herself for a good person. Even if she was frightened at the last moment, she wouldn't give up. She believed that she would eventually succeed.

She felt that she should be able to do it.

"If we work hard at it we will succeed. Just like grinding an iron rod into a needle." Alice said, "Let's try again." Jensen was astonished and immediately shook his head. He said, "No, I don't want to grind an iron rod into a needle."

Alice was taken aback and said, "It's so difficult until you don't want me anymore?"

"No!" Jensen denied, "Of course not, I just don't want to become a needle."

"Why?" Alice asked.

"It's too small," he replied while blushing hard.

Alice was shocked. She suddenly understood what he was referring to.

She was annoyed and said. "I'm... just making a metaphor. I didn't mention that thing."

"What thing?" Jensen was amused by her embarrassed look. He gradually relaxed.

She had no reservations with him, which was sufficient to make him feel extremely touched.

"You!" Alice whispered in shock, "You're too evil."

"I'm sorry," she apologized. "I'm useless. I can't do anything right."

"No!" Jensen said, as his heart ached even more. He was the one who had caused her to be like this.

He felt extremely apologetic to her yet here she was apologizing to him. That made Jensen feel extremely guilty.

"Do you want it?" Alice choked and asked.

Jensen smiled bitterly and thought, "Of course."

"Yes," she muttered to herself, "I can feel it too. You want it but I'm too useless." "No! Alice, I forbid you from saying that," he said as he lifted her chin and moved her face upward. Then, he stared at her with a gentle gaze and said, "You're very good. I'm patient. I'll wait for you."

"But you want it very much right now," she said. She knew that men and women were different.

She had read all this information from books.

It's just that she was too frightened all these years. When she thought about that incident, she would be engulfed in fear. But now, she looked at the man in front of her, who cherished her very much.

She was extremely moved in her heart.

However, why did he treat her so well?

"I'm dirty. Don't you despise me?" She asked softly.

Jensen immediately shook his head and said, "No! Don't say that."

His thumb gently pressed against her lips, preventing her from saying more hurtful words that were directed at herself.

"But, I'm really sorry. When I stand before you, I don't feel worthy of you."

She had no confidence at all.

Therefore, she couldn't help trembling at the last moment every time. She was afraid of being despised; she was afraid of the pain.

Her mind was constantly tortured by her fears.

As a result, Alice's eyes were clouded with tears. After she met Jensen, she seemed to have become a fragile porcelain doll, extremely delicate.

She used to be the strong and unbeatable Alice. How could she be so soft and coquettish in front of Jensen now? How could she be so fragile before him?