Wall Around Her Heart novel Chapter 18

I walked into the kitchen. I saw that there was an empty chair between Gunner and Renegade. I did not sit between dad or Beast. I filled my plate, grabbed my cup of coffee, and walked over and sat between Gunner and Renegade.

They were not surprised that I did not sit next to Beast. I might be the daughter of Savage, but I am not the girlfriend of the VP. I felt Renegade put his hand on my knee. I looked up and saw the anger on Beasts face.

You do not belong over there. Your chair is right here between Savage and me. I looked over and saw that Blade and his VP, Vampire were tensed up. No, it is not. That chair belongs to Linda. My dad growled. That chair will never belong to that whore.

Savage, mom said. Not now. Why not now? I said, not now. Let her get it out. It does not belong to me. I am your daughter not his wife, or woman. And I never will be.

You wondered why I don't trust men. He is one reason I don't trust me. His ex-girlfriend, who left him to fuck his brother, walks in here and he wants her back like she didn't use him. I don't and can't have a boyfriend, or husband who is that fucking stupid.

It will remain empty until he finds his woman. I will sit right here between Gunner, and Renegade before I sit next to him again. Beast, you showed all of us yesterday who you want, and it is not me.

Well, who said I wanted you anyway? You are always playing the innocent. Big fucking deal. You got raped. You had your back tore open. At least you didn't die from it. I picked up my knife next to my plate and threw it straight into his shoulder.

You go to hell, Beast. I looked at Renegade, let go of my leg please. I stood up and walked out of the kitchen straight to my room. The members were angry. My mom stood up and looked Beast dead in the face.

If you ever had feelings for, Tammy forget about it now. I gritted my teeth. church in one hour. I walked into my room and grabbed my purse and walked out and locked the door. I got on my bike and drove it to the house. My car is in the garage.

I walked up the stairs and unlocked the front door. I walked in and shut it, locked it along with the dead bolt. I don't ever want to see him again. I took my shoes off and walked to the kitchen, grabbed a beer, and opened it.

I walked to the living room and sat down in the rocking chair. I turned on the TV and stared at it. How could he say that to me? So, he thought it was not big deal to be raped and beaten. To watch them do those things to my little sister and kill her.

I hate him. And dad just sat there not saying anything. I didn't know that right now my dad wanted to kill, Beast. In fact, half the members want to kill him right now.

Back at the club the members looked at Beast. Renegade looked at him in anger. Beast, if you were not my VP right now, I would beat the shit out of you for saying those things to Tammy. You know nothing about what a woman goes through after she has been raped.

Tammy has PTSD. You just put her back to the person she was when we first saw her. A scared little girl. We all left the table. Today was Friday. I looked up from my drink an hour later. Elizabeth walked in and sat down.