Wall Around Her Heart novel Chapter 40

I am now 8 months and as big as a house. Elizabeth and Donna is having a baby shower for me today. Mom is coming to join us. The Valkyerie of the clubhouse have been helping to bake a cake, and make sandwiches and chips.

They have made some of the prospects decorate the bar. I was drinking my coffee as women started arriving for the party. We did all of the silly games, and guessing how big I am.

Then I unwrapped the gifts, and Donna made sure to write the name of the person who gave the gift in a notebook so I could send out thank you, notes.

Mom and dad bought the crib for Rebel. Donna, bought a play pen. I received, blankets, diaper's, sleepers, little dresses, and shoes. After everyone left, I sat in the bedroom and looked at all the nice things,

Then I started to cry. Legend walked in and saw me. Baby, what is wrong. I see all the nice things that our friends, and family bought us and think about how you won't get to see, Rebel wear them.

Baby, it will be all right. I will make sure to live long enough to hold our daughter. And give my blessing to you, and, Wolf. I kissed her and pulled her in my arms. She need to cry. I let her.

Soon she feel asleep in my arms. I just held her. I looked at her. and rubbed her belly. I talked to, Rebel and told her to be good, and that, I would always love her.

I will have, Wolf take a picture of me holding, Rebel with, Tammy by my side before I close my eyes one last time. Never to open them again.

My heart was hurting but, I there was nothing I can do about it. I had a good life with, Tammy. She was a beautiful mate. The Moon Goddess' knew what she was doing.

In the next months I will write letters for, Rebel. One for each year of her birth, then her first date, her graduation from high school, the day she meets her mate, and the last one the day she has her first child.

I want her to know how I would have loved to have been there for her in life. But, now I am doing it through letters. I leaned down and kissed, Tammy before getting out of the bed.