I was indeed famished so I made no protest, and ate some of it before I had the food runner clear the table.
Summer kept crying, the cause of which I attributed to being in an unfamiliar environment. I proceeded to change her diapers.
I would not usually use the water from hotel rooms. After some consideration, I looked to John. “I will need some warm mineral water.”
He nodded and figured out what it was for, and left the room.
In his absence, I fed Summer. That got her to quiet down.
When John returned, he had someone ferried in a water dispenser and a barrel of mineral water, as well as a new basin.
“You could use that to bathe Summer later as her skin is sensitive…” He then looked at me attentively.
I nodded and poured some water to wipe down Summer’s face. Having slept enough and ate her fill, she looked to be in fine spirits.
John had my daughter in his arms when I dozed off on the couch.
It was night when I came to. I shot up when I saw that Summer was not beside me.
The blanket put over me slid off as my eyes darted around the room. Summer was nowhere in sight.
I managed to keep my wits and fished out my phone to call John.
Before the call went out, the door opened.
In came John with a baby cart. Summer was fast asleep inside.
He was surprised when he saw me covered in cold sweat. “I noted that you traveled light from K City so I got someone to get you some clothes and essentials. K City is much colder than J City, so it would be more convenient in case you need to launder!”
Upon seeing Summer, I sat back down. “Thank you. It’s getting late so you should get going!”
He appeared tentative. “I know that you are resentful of me, so it’s fine if you want to take it out on me. But you can’t possibly keep me away as I’m your brother. Both Summer and yourself need someone to care for you.”
My eyes narrowed. “Leave! I can take care of her myself!”
“Why are you so stubborn? What’s done is done. Have you thought about Summer’s future, pushing all of us away like this?”
Nothing was going to shake my resolve in this regard. “That’s right. We can’t change the past. All I want is to have some peace and quiet. Is that too much to ask?”
He was taken aback and responded with a shrug. “Okay. I’ll leave you to it then.”
My purpose for being in K City was firstly to fulfill my responsibility by wrapping up the AI development project that I had been overseeing for White Corporation.
On her first day of kindergarten, she tugged at my hand. “You have to come to pick me up in the evening, Mommy. I’ll be waiting.”
In the three years that came, Summer healed me. She helped me recover from my longing for my lost child, and to forget everyone in K City and J City.
It was as though our lives no longer had anything to do with them.
I held her close and kissed her. “Mommy will be here on time!”
This child had already melded with me into one inseparable entity.
There were basically no listed companies in R Province and no tech companies which developed advanced technologies here either. The first job I could find as a single mother was the position of dishwasher at a small family restaurant.
In the corner to the back of the eatery, I scrubbed down the utensils. While the revelry went on around me, I enjoyed in solitude the comfort which the soft foam brought me.
Though this way of life lacked the grandeur and excitement that K City offered, it was where I felt most at ease.
At five in the afternoon, I went to pick up Summer and brought her over to the restaurant where she would help with the dishes at the back.
She would often ask this of me, “Do I have a father, Mommy?”
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