You Bare My Mark ( My Mate Series) novel Chapter 147

11 - Chapter Two - Leno's Point Of View. 

After the doctor had left there was nothing but silence. The silence was filled with anger because our link was buzzing with it. If i was feeling the anger from him, surely he had to feel my shame and that only made things worse it seemed. Diego and I needed to have a serious talk now. Now instead of just us depending on our mating, we would have a child, an heir.  Clearing my throat I got his attention and I spoke.

"Diego we have to talk about this. It’s more than you and I."

"What is there to talk about Leno? You taking advantage of me or taking advantage of me and getting pregnant."

"Diego seriously? Wow."

Standing up I tried to leave only to have my path blocked by him. Of course, he would do this right now. This was just like him. He wanted to fight when I didn't and he didn’t understand the place my head was in at this time.

"Sit, let's talk."

I sat back down and Diego walked over to the counter pulling down a cup and the hot cocoa mix. He put extra powder in the cup and heated up the water.  He poured it and stirred it. he brought the mug over to the table setting it out of my reach. Clearly he didn’t want me to have the hot cocoa, he just wanted to tease me with it. I just wanted the hot cocoa and he set it aside out of my reach on purpose I just knew it

"I think we need to talk about what you did but clearly at a different time, right now we need to talk about the elephant in the room, the baby."

"Mhmm, I agree," I mumbled, laying my hand on my stomach. This was going to be a scary thing. I wasn't sure how this would go, I wonder if I should bring up getting an abortion, but that hurt my heart, I would sooner run away and have the child in secret before I would abort it.

I felt the excitement dart through the bond from Diego. he quickly put up a block so I couldn't delve any deeper into his feelings. He seemed to be thinking about something because he was mumbling to himself. I just watched debating if I should say something.  It felt wrong to ask him what he was thinking about, He should at least have something to keep to himself after all.

"I think we should try to make this a proper mating if not for our sake for the sake of our child I suppose."

Diego's words shocked me so much my mouth fell open with a gasp. He raised an eyebrow at me. I closed my mouth and thought about that for a moment, he was willing to try? I could respect that. But I didn’t understand it at all. He could have just walked away after all the shit I did, so why was he still here, trying for his child that was literally only days into creation. IT was like he loved the unborn child more then he loved me and I had been trying to prove myself worthy for him for months going on fucking years. 

"I agree, if not for us then most definitely we need to try for our child."

Diego pushed the now cooler mug of cocoa towards me. I grabbed the cup with my good hand and took a sip. it was like heaven in my mouth. Its sweet cocoa goodness was perfect. I finished the cup and let out a burp. I love hot cocoa. It was the one thing that Diego always made sure we had for me.

"That's cute," Diego said chuckling before the frown found his face again.

"Everything I do is cute," I said laughing trying to cover the fact that I was struggling inside with the decisions that had led us to this point. I was the one who had made all the mistakes and it was all my fault we were here right now instead of our normal lives. 

"Well, that's debatable I'm afraid," he said a half-smile on his face now.