You Bare My Mark ( My Mate Series) novel Chapter 59

15 - Chapter Fifteen - Thanatos Alexander's Point Of View

I woke up and dreaded waking up right away. Forest has been going for runs to let his wolf out every couple of hours because he was scared. Hell, even I was apprehensive about the whole cutting me open and pulling my children out. This had not been the way I thought this would go, but then I knew there wasn't going to be a natural birth, I didn't have that possibility.

 I took a deep breath and went to look for Forest. I had to be at the clinic at eleven am, it was nine now. Forest was sitting with his brother Atlas, he was trying to explain the reasons why I had to go for surgery. Even though he had taken the time to explain it I was still on edge and Atlas didn't understand it either, despite how much he really did try to understand it.

Forest had invited Quinn's parents to the hospital and I was grateful for that because they have always been there for him, and I would like them to be that way for our children as well. Forest came over and wrapped me in his arms hugging me like it was the last time he would see me and it broke my heart. Atlas came and hugged me and wished me well, he also told me he couldn't wait to meet his nieces or nephews. The kid was such a kind soul and I felt inside when he had children he was going to such a good parent. He really reminded me of Quinn and his large caring heart.

I wasn't allowed to eat before going for surgery so Forest and I sat and watched t.v and enjoyed each other's company. forest rubbed my belly and whispered in my ear " If it was my choice I would have you barefoot and pregnant for a long time, you are so beautiful with my pups in your belly"

I was shocked, he didn't even look like he was fazed by what he said but he basically asked me to spend forever with him. my parents showed up a little while later and were shocked at how much Forest grew. my mother pulled me aside and asked me how I was fairing with all of this, I told her the truth that I was frightened. She hugged me and told me it was normal and everything would be okay. She also said the moment I saw the babies any pain I felt would be gone and it would be replaced with a need to care for my children. I was happy that she was here for this.

We all sat around a little longer before Forest went to our room and got the baby bag and pulled me up beside him. I felt chills all the way to my toes, I was so nervous breathing was becoming an option. I needed to relax but I was finding it hard. Kane’s words did help me a little bit. He was right this was the first time and it would only get better after this one. 

The car ride to the clinic was long and Panic-stricken, Forest was rubbing my hip and whispering that everything was going to be fine. I was a warrior, I had been cut with a sword before and that wasn't the problem, the problem was that I was scared for my babies' lives. I was so worried for that second baby's life.