You Can Run But You Can't Hide My Contractual Wife novel Chapter 402

“Don’t go… stay!” Bill sounded with a heavy tone as he caught her again outside the villa.

He chased her but she could not find any joy in the situation.

She could feel Bill was hesitant.

She could not decide with whom he chose and he wanted them both to stay.

She could not accept that.

At that moment, she just wanted to get away from him.

“Let go of me, Bill.” She uttered annoyingly.

She had hurt him repeatedly when they were inside.

Is he a masochist?

He wasn’t afraid of being beaten by her again.

Bill held her arm without any sign of letting her go.

Arabella felt her anger was already about to explode.

She turned around and faced him.

Then, she pushed him forcefully with all her might.

Bill moved an inch.

She strode close to him and pushed him again.

With all her strength, Bill took a few steps backward.

She strode toward him and pushed him again provokingly.

She was fed up with his attitude.

She felt Bill didn’t want to lose her and Trishia at the same time.

“What now? You don’t want me to go but you can’t choose me!” She roared angrily at Bill.

She was enough with the chasing game.

All she wanted was for Bill to choose her but he can't.

Arabella was flushed due to her bursting anger.

“What now, Bill Sky? Say you will stop the wedding and abandon Trishia Meyer then I will stay!” Arabella said strictly ordering him.

She didn’t mind his status in society.

For her, he was Bill Sky she wanted him to pick her.

The Bill Sky who she wanted to remember her.

When seeing Bill was lost for words, she chuckled bitterly.

She knew it and she was already anticipated it but then, still, she felt a deep pang in her heart.

Bill Sky would never choose her right at this moment.

Arabella felt her heart clenched so hard that she could hardly breathe.

Even though, she stood up high.

She didn’t want him to see her so sad and in sorrow.

Might as well, she would exit from his life proud of what she did for him.

It just didn’t work.

Maybe she failed but maybe she failed because of him too.

She didn’t like to be bothered with that anymore.

For her, she had tried her best but it didn’t work out.

Bill didn’t let her help him and that was the end.

She gave up.

“I did everything for you. Even if I had to embarrass myself in front of everyone. Even if I had to kneel in front of you. I don’t have any ulterior motives, Bill. I have done everything to be with you even if I had to be suffocated staying with Trishia. I told you the truth but you never believe in me. You are just using my body for your pleasure just as you did to all your other women. I am nothing to you, Bill.” Arabella spoke with her bleeding heart.

Her tone was not blaming him but she was just stating facts and if this would be their final goodbye, might as well she could tell him everything, she wanted to say to him.

“I love you Bill from the start. From the moment you kissed me in that bar, I can’t take my mind off you.” Arabella started to tell him about their first encounter in the bar. She wiped the tears that were stubbornly coming out from her eyes. “When I’m with you, I lost myself. I don’t feel like myself around you. I lose myself and you become my everything.”

“You offered me a contract and then I signed it.” She smiled bitterly. “At first, I thought… maybe… I was too naïve to agree with you but then I realized f*ck!... I must already love you at that time. Whenever you are there, you always give butterflies in my stomach. I am not with myself anymore. All I can think of is you but circumstances occurred. With your high profile, you as Bill Sky, it's hard for me to believe and it was very ambitious of me to think that you will like me back.” She smiled bitterly as her tears continued skipping from her eyes. “Then we broke… we broke everything in the contract. I’m not that naive Bill to give you what you wanted. I did… give you my virginity because I want you to be my first. I want to experience everything with you. Bill, I gave you myself… my first because, at that time, I already loved you.” Arabella heaved a deep sigh as she wiped her tears. “But then… you are Bill Sky… the highest… the most powerful.” She bit her lower lip to stabilize herself.

“This was this thing that always reminded me that loving you would just cause me sorrow. You loving me is impossible. I’m always reminded of that, so, I just loved you secretly day by day until now.” With her two hands, she wiped her tears then she faced him. “But Bill I got tired. I felt very tired already. Maybe it’s time for me to stop loving you.” She looked at him with swollen eyes then she shook her head. “Goodbye, Bill Sky,” Arabella spoke softly along with her tears then she started to walk away.

“When I fall in love, I... become a better person. A better version of myself. My mind works better when I’m with you, Arabella. I’m calmer, I’m patient and I behave myself pretty well. I quit my bad habits. Everything feels better than before.” Suddenly, Bill sounded.

She was surprised by his words.

What he knew about loving?

But her heart was racing so fast but she tried not to give in to him.

“If you love me, you will not give up on me,” Bill added. “Love has no limits. And if you love someone, you will be the best person for that person. You will be determined to wake up every day just to see that person’s smile. When you fell in love, you will do anything just to be with that person. You strive hard to be a better person every day for that person. Am I right?” Bill asked her with a deep tone.

Arabella jolted.

She was not hearing Bill.

Her own ears couldn't believe it.

It was the very first, she heard him talking about love.

For a non-believer in love person like Bill Sky, she could not imagine hearing these words from him.

It made her heart pump very fast.

For one last time, she turned around to see Bill Sky.

She wiped her tears away.

Bill stood up sexily with his tall handsome figure waiting for her to come back.

His handsome face was stern looking at her and waiting for her decision.

“Then tell me, Bill, do you love me?” For the last time, she asked.

Her heart was clenched hard.

In her heart, she hoped Bill would answer her positively.

She hoped even if she felt she had the right to create it.

She was desperate to come running to him if he would just choose her.

If she would just answer the magic word, “Yes”.

She swore to forget everything and be with him again no matter what if he would just say the magic word.

She would never go away from him if he would just answer her.

Her heart was begging him silently.

Arabella felt her heart shatter again.

This was the first time that Bill Sky was not definite.

His expression seemed didn’t want to take the risk.

From that, Arabella rested her case.

Trying to pacify her heart, she smiled as she didn’t want to shed another tear for him.

His silence was already the loudest answer for Arabella and she had to accept.

“Goodbye, Bill Sky.” With her words, Arabella ran off swiftly. She left him without his permission.

It was better to run away than wait for nothing.

She ran and got inside Mark’s car which was already waiting outside the gate.

“Bill!!!” Arabella opened her eyes as she muttered his name in the air.

Even in her dream, her memories with Bill earlier occurred.

The intense pain in her heart was still there not lessened even after she rested.