After the Eight Years of Love I Gave Up novel Chapter 64

Love Story6 - Chapter 13

The night before I was planning to leave Paris, I made plans to drink with my best friend.

"How are things progressing with Darius?"

My friend looked me up and down: "Tsk tsk tsk, looking at your radiant face and skin so soft it could ooze water, I can tell Darius has been treating you well."

"T'd better not hold him back. I don't want to be in a relationship or get married."

"Everly, why are you punishing yourself for someone else's mistakes?"

"Moreover, it's not fair to Darius either."

"They say the predecessors plant the trees, and the successors enjoy the shade. I agree with this saying, but there's no reason for the current partner to suffer for the ex's wrongdoings, right?"

"That Cassius was no good, but Darius is a man worth entrusting yourself to."

"Why are you biased against Darius because of Cassius?"

"I'm not biased against him, it's just that I haven't gotten over this hurdle myself."

"You haven't gotten over that hurdle? You've been psychologically manipulated by that dog Cassius for seven years, and now you feel you don't deserve true love and happiness."

Hearing this, I was stunned.

Is that how it is?

Because of the pain and entanglement brought by the constant on-and-off relationship due to insecurity.

Because of the extreme lack of security, I became overly cautious.

So subconsciously, I doubt everyone and the whole world.

Convinced that I won't receive wholehearted love.