Alpha's New Girl novel Chapter 33

"Jason! Zane! I would love to stay but Fay is still gone. I'll come back with her," I shouted over the music. They nodded and continued to watch the girls.

I walked down the street, well more like ran, and when I finally got the the apartment I knew something was off.

I didn't hesitant as I ran up the stairs and practically ripped the door open. Fay wasn't here and I got worried. I decided to call her.

"Hello?" She answered.

"Fay where are you?" I demanded.

"At the party?" She said confused with my tone.

"OK I'll be there in a sec." I hung up and was about to sprint to the club.

But something stopped me. Her desk stopped me. It seemed wrong. Like something about it was dark and mysterious. I couldn't resist. I opened it and inside was a lone envelope. Written neatly in Fay's hand writing was open when the time is right.

Was the time right now? No... But I need to see what it is. But if she ever figured out that I opened it she'll never trust me again.

I put it down and left.

Fay

The club was exactly as it was last night. Loud and the smell of drunk souls lingered.

Ash and I stayed in the corner watching over our friends who where dancing in the center of the dance floor. They were all having fun and I sighed at myself for being so protective over them. They can all take care of themselves they don't need me like they used to.

Ash looked at me and I had to divert my eyes to the bar. I felt him look back at our friends and I relaxed. I didn't want him to ask any questions, not right now.

After a few minutes I felt hot and stuffy. I needed some fresh air before I fainted. It wasn't a big deal it happens all the time. I just need some air and I'll be fine.

"Ash I'm going to the bathroom. I'll be back," He nodded and added that he'll wait for me outside the girls' bathroom.

The first place I went to was the sink. It was fairly clean for a club and I turned on the running water. The cooled water relieved me, but not as much as I thought it would. I couldn't help but look in the mirror.

My face was red and I appeared tired and worn out. The only thing I could think of was I'm fricking old... I didn't want Ash to see me like this. I didn't want him to take me home. I want to watch my friends smiling and laughing. I need to know that they're safe.

"They wanted privecy...You know..."

"OK. Can we go home then? I'm really tired."

"Anything you want."

Ash

Fay seemed really tired so I ended up carrying her in my arms. Her breathing because a slow quiet whisper and I felt her go limp. Knowing she was here safe with me made me so possessive over her.

All the guys looking at her in the club pissed me off. And I wanted to show them that she was mine. Fay doesn't like me being possessive so I tried really hard to not rip their heads off. Everything I was about to lose my cool I looked at her and my angry was replaced with love.

Her head moved to my chest as she tried to cuddle into my shirt. She's so beautiful and I'm so blessed that she's mine and only mine. I kiss her head as if to make sure she truly is mine and will never leave me.

Fay is my everything and I hope she knows it. One day she'll bear my children and we'll marry. She'll be with me forever until we die.

I must be a selfish man because I want to die before her. I can't stand the thought of her being gone and me being stuff here without her. I would go crazy.