Alpha's Unique Human Girl novel Chapter 19

I watch her absentmindedly for a moment as she lays on the bed bored, before grabbing my outfit and pulling it on, I pull my hair up into a semi-messy bun leaving two ringlets out to frame my face and do a minimal makeup look,

I don't know why I'm being so trusting of him, he hurt me, over and over again, I hate this stupid bond thing, it's like I have no control around him, no control with anything to do with him, I can't even begin to describe how I feel around him, and the sparks when he touches me.

Charity practically skips out of the door as we head out, my mind is fully scrambled, lets be honest, I rarely see my sister anymore and when I do I'm to busy thinking about him or my situation, I'm probably going to lose my job, get us both kicked out of school, there are multiple things that could happen to me in this situation, and then add the fact that if I'm not killed here, Libby will be sure to murder me when I return,

My life is becoming an absolute mess that I don't know how to fix, "Are you ready to leave?" Lance asks as I finish walking, however before I can speak I hear Titus enter the room, "Not so fast," I turn to face him as he steps closer, Charity smiling next to him, "Please, be cautious, you can go anywhere, it's your pack too, just please, not outside the border and be safe." I nod which causes him to smile before he leans down and kisses my forehead gently.

"Ew, now you got cooties Ammy," Charity states causing everyone to turn to her, I giggle before escaping his grasp and following Lance out the door, I have to admit I'm worried about leaving her alone with him, but at the same time I feel like I know he's going to protect her like his life depends on it...which it does, because if she's hurt, I will murder him myself, and then pray to god for forgiveness.

I just hope I'm making the right choice by not escaping, I hope he doesn't let me down, and I also hope I'm prepared for what I'm about to see.

I wasn't, I definitely wasn't

'you may hold my hand for a while but you hold my heart forever'

"I saw a man punch one of them, what was that about? Why didn't he get pushed away?" I question, catching up to the tall man who seems to have forgotten my short legs. "Part of the punishment, anyone in the pack can punch, kick, cut or throw food at them, as long as they don't die from their abuse," I shake my head, that's just ridiculously is the punishment itself.

"This is the darker side of the pack land, that y'all building is the prison, obviously we can go in there if you choose, but I would advise against it." I shake my head, I need to see what he does to these people, "I want to go in," Lance looks hesitant but he leads me inside anyway.

As soon as he pushes open the iron door, the potent smell of blood fills my lungs, "This is the control area, one click of this button and every door in this place opens," I eye the button carefully "Don't, you would be releasing some very dangerous people," I nod subtly, still eyeing the red square.

I feel Lance gently push me further into the large building, there are thousands of prisoners here, each floor has around 200 cells, all the same condition, we keep the worst in the basement, they don't have social interaction until they are being punished." I must say I'm beginning to regret coming in here, I get temporarily distracted when I hear a deep strangled cry.