An Omega For Sale (Freya) novel Chapter 123

Chapter 123 

Chapter 123 

“You’re much safer at the mansion Freya. Where Greyson can watch over you both. Asides from that, Jessy misses him, she hasn’t stopped asking for him in the last two days and deny it however you want but I know that you miss him too. I can see it in your eyes. 

Greyson is going absolutely crazy with worry and misery not knowing where you both are or what could have happened to you both and having to keep you here in secret and just watch him lose it is not fair at all, if he finds out eventually, he’ll hate me forever and that’s not what I want.” 

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“I can’t back Smith. I don’t think I could ever face him again. What I’m I going to do in his presence? This is a man that I’ve hated forever and now I love him but all these emotions inside my chest is too much for me to handle. I don’t think I’ll be able to bear it Smith.” I said with tears streaming down my eyes. 

“A lot has happened as a result of what he did. What if Matthew had successfully purchased us? Do you have any idea what could have happened to Jessy? Or myself? What if we didn’t end up in his home? I had to leave my previous pack because of what they had been doing to Jessy and how they were treating us. 

I mean I’ve never been treated like a princess but it worsened when I got pregnant with Jessy. I love Jessy with my life, I’ll die for my child and I don’t regret bringing her into this world not one bit, but I hate how it happened. That memory will forever be a scar on me. I can’t just go back to his house and pretend that all is well or just open my arms for him to fall into.” I said. 

“Monnny why you sad?” Jessy finally asked. 

I had not noticed that she had stopped eating her food until she spoke and I saw a similar sadness in my child’s eyes. One that made my chest hurt even more. 

“I’m not sad baby, finish your food” I said, offering her a smile. Jessy didn’t return it but she did as I asked, she went back to her food. 

We finished the rest of our dinner in silence and I was thankful for that, I didn’t want to put Jessy in a worse mood and that was sure to happen if she continued to see me sad 

It was almost an hour later while I was clearing up the kitchen that Smith walked into the space and just stood by the door. 

“Thank you for dinner.” He said. 

“You provided the food, I only cooked it.” I responded with a shrug. It was quiet after then until Smith spoke again. 

“Don’t you see it?” He asked. 

“See what?” 

“Fate. It really has a way of fucking us all up but still aligning us. It hurts us as much as it heals us. Who would have thought that you both would cross path after years and then fall in love? Think about Jessy too, you know how much Greyson loves her, even without the knowledge that he was her real father, he still loved her like his own child. It’s all coming together for you both Freya, don’t ruin it. Please go back, I beg you.” Smith said. 

“A part of me hates him 

Then give him a chance to completely get rid of that part.” 

sighed heavily, wiping my wet hands against the towel, before finally turning around to face him. 

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Chapter 123 

“Please give me some time to think about it Smith. I’m still trying to process everything, it feels like my mind and heart and body is still reeling from the last couple of days and going back Would just compound everything. I need to just take a breather please.” I pleaded and Smith nodded his head in understanding. 

That’s fine. Thank you Freya. I’ll put Jessy to bed.” Smith said and without another word he turned around to exit the small kitchen. 

That was exactly what I needed. A breather. Just some time to think through everything and sort through my emotions. 

The problem was, I couldn’t tell how long would be enough for me.