Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia) novel Chapter 404

If he knew that this would cause such an impact on Alicia, he would've just let that woman go and he would not have taken this risk!

"Do you understand how afraid I am right now? The fear when I don't see you around when I come back, and how panicked I get?"

Frederick sighed deeply as he hugged her tightly in his embrace.

"I made a big mistake this time alright? If you're really angry, punch me, stab me, or do whatever you like! After this, it'll be over, alright? Please don' t give up on me just like that. Don't leave me..."

It was then that she realized that she was the one who got it all twisted. Actually, she didn't know what it was. She knew she shouldn't hold it against him but she just couldn't let it go. She felt that she was possessed and she just couldn't keep it under control lately.

After this quarrel, everything was laid out in the open. She felt that she was being too tense. Then, she relaxed and snuggled in his embrace.

"I don't know what's been going on lately! It is as if I have entered menopause early. Everything just doesn't seem like it's going my way. I'm sorry!"

Seeing that she was finally back to normal, Frederick felt as if he had just gone through war. He felt weak and laid limply on the sofa. He held her in his arms and wiped away her tears.

"It's I who shouldn't have neglected your feelings! Ally, we still have a long way to go! Along the way, there could be some rough moments and some fights, however no matter what, we are in this for the rest of our lives. Do you know that?"

Frederick played around with her hands and laced his fingers together with hers. He hoped that no matter what, they would not give up on each other that easily!

"Yes! I remember our promise! I'm just upset about it, but I've never thought of giving up!"

It could be because she cared too much about their relationship, or that he was just too much of a perfectionist! Therefore, for a moment, they both couldn't get through this. Alicia laid softly on his shoulder.

Frederick raised his hand and pinched her cheeks while he caressed it.

"I only want you! If you're not by my side, I will be like the male lead from the movie! I will wait for my female lead for sixteen years. The position next to me can stay vacant for you for sixteen years! This is my vow to you, an everlasting love!

Therefore, if there's anything that I did that is not good enough, and you have the thought to give up, you have to give me at least a year's time, alright?"

He knew about her past with Jeremy. His only regret at that moment was that he did not meet her earlier.

She was once hurt so badly that if anything happened now, she would back away easily. This was normal. However, he was just afraid that she would give up too easily.

Although she kept telling herself that she could only trust what a man says partially, when she heard him saying all of these, she still felt very happy. It was not because it was all sweet talk, but it was also his expectations towards himself and his dominating personality.

"How can you discriminate against me, Hubby?"

Frederick's heart shuddered for a moment, but soon his laughter sounded.

"We are an equal society now! Although I'm not as determined as you, I would wait for you! Actually, I never understood why the protagonists in the movie had to wait for each other for sixteen years. However, it still remains the most touching romance story for me. It was imperfect but impactful! I don't hope for us to be like that! I hope that we will be perfect! I’m yours only, Hubby, and you're mine only. Everything has to be intact!"

Alicia said jokingly and never took it to heart. She just felt that since her three-year-long relationship with Jeremy was unforgettable, then with him, it would take at least double the duration to forget. Her relationship with Jeremy was nowhere near her relationship with Frederick now.

He was really afraid earlier. He held her head and rubbed his nose against hers, "You cheeky little one!"