Catch Her By Her Scent novel Chapter 60

"Jay we aren't ready for this and it isn't the right time, this isn't how this should happen. I love you Jay." I say with tears of my own now streaming down my face.

"I love you too Sophia so much. I will always protect you and I will never leave you. You won't ever leave me, you are my only family left I can't lose you too. I love you so much." Jay said.

That is the most I have ever heard him speak in a week. I am so happy that he finally is progressing. I know that he isn't done grieving and I know he hasn't forgotten, he will never forget. You just have to make it through knowing things will get better and knowing his family will always be here for him. That is how I got through it, and I will do all that I can to help Jay.

"Jay you have a whole pack that is your family and whether you want them or not my family is yours to now. We will always be there for you through thick and thin. I know that your family will be proud of you and I know they would want you to live your life. I just want you to know whatever you need I am always here." I said I don't know exactly what to say, but I hope that helped.

I hear him take a shaky breath. "I know Sophia, I know. I just need some time. Can we get cleaned and I want to talk to you. Right now though I want to enjoy this shower."

I nodded my head and got some soap from the shelf in the shower. I rubbed the soap all over him enjoying soaping up his lean body. I rub it into his back and down his legs. I rub it all over his body and when I finished I grabbed the shampoo from the shelf. I put some in his hair and rub it in and I push him directly under the shower head to wash it out.

Now Jay opened his eyes and grabbed the soap in his hands. He wasn't as shy as I was about washing me. He washed every single piece of skin was clean. My legs were turning into jelly and moaned in pleasure. Now Jay put some shampoo in my hair and pushed us both under the water. Jay thinking we were down walked out of the shower and dried off. I stayed in the shower so I could condition my hair. I got out, dried off, and put on my clothes.

I go into the bedroom where Jay was already sitting on the bed. I sit beside him and take his hand in mine. I wait for him to start talking about whatever he needed to get off his chest. I rub circles into his hands with my thumbs, and wait.

"My family is dead. I miss them, Sophia. I can't believe they are gone." Jay said.

"I know you do, I miss them too." I said.

"I can't do nothing anymore I have to do something. I want the rogues to pay for what they did to my family. I still can't believe the killed them all even my little brothers. They are monsters and I want them to pay." Jay said.