Don't get close to me (Linda and Beast) novel Chapter 1

Everyone thinks I am a happy person. But, I am not. I hide my emotions well. Inside I am dying. I can't trust anyone.

My name is Linda. I am a loner. I have only a few close friends. No one sees the real me. The girl that is crying out for true love. A love who won't hurt her, who won't lie and cheat on her.

She thinks she is ugly but on the outside she is beautiful. She just doesn't see it. She keeps people away from her. She doesn't see others look at her with longing sometimes. She hides away deep inside of herself.

I just got out of a very abusive relationship. I found a small apartment across the street from some MC club called the Wild Wolf MC. I rented the apartment above the bar. It was a one-bedroom, living room, kitchen, and bath. The windows of the living room and bedroom face the street. It is a nice small apartment.

I work at a nursing home four blocks from the apartment, so I do not have to drive to work if I don't want to. I work from 3:00 pm to 11:00 pm

This weekend I am off work, so my best friend and her husband are helping to move my furniture in. We started after we got off work. We were moving the bed, dressers, couch, and chairs right now.

Some of the club members had gone outside to smoke when they saw girls lifting dressers off a truck and carrying them up the stairs to the apartment. We could not believe that two small girls could lift them.

As they unloaded the dressers, they then moved the chair and couch. While Danny moved the twin mattresses up to the apartment. On the second load, they moved the refrigerator and stove. We watched a girl with hair down to her waist run to the truck and lift out a cooler and drag it up the stairs. We could see them in the window and watched the girl hand out beers.

They talked for a while and then she walked back down the stairs with the couple and took a ladder out of the truck. She hugged them and we heard them say.

"We will come by tomorrow and help hang whatever is left. If I know you most of the stuff will be put away." She waved and shut the outside door and walked up to the apartment.

The VP of the club sat in a chair staring at the windows. He watched as she walked into the bedroom leaned the ladder against the wall and walk away bringing sheets back and make the bed. When she was done with that, she walked back into the living room and brought out curtain rods and curtains.

He watched her unfold the ladder and climb up and hang the rods. Next curtains were up blocking his view of the bedroom. We then watched her put curtains up in the living room. Since the light was on and they stayed open they watched her walk away.

She was out of the room for about 30 minutes. She must have gone and taken a bath because she walked in wearing a long tee shirt and shorts and was brushing her hair and braiding it. The VP, Beast couldn't stop looking at her

She is so tiny. I watched as she sat down on the chair close to the window. A breeze was blowing as I could see the curtains moving. I watched a car pull up in front of the bar and two girls got out. They walked and stood under the window. I heard them yell. "Linda, Linda are you up there. "

She lifted the screen and put her head out. "Hey, you guys what are you doing here?"

" We are headed into the bar. Want to come."

" Not tonight. I, Danny, and Sara just finished moving all my stuff tonight. I am going to watch some tv and then go to bed. You two have fun but don't get into any trouble."

"Ok, if you change your mind come down."

" I will but don't count on it."

She smiled but the smile didn't reach her eyes. She watched them walk into the bar and she shut her screen and sat back down. She turned the lights out and left the tv on. Beast yelled at his president Arizona.