Exclusively Mine novel Chapter 7

~Sebastian’s POV~

I stormed out my room with Andrew right behind my tail. I run into the forest and went into the clearing at the cliff. I sat down and stare at the moon.

"What happened?" Andrew ask sitting beside me.

"I fuck up. I swear. She was responding to my kisses then suddenly she freaked out." I stated angrily.

I told Andrew what happened. And he listened to me intently. He patted my back when I started crying. Never before have had I felt so damn helpless. How can I protect her when I caused her pain?

"Sebastian, she went into a trance. I saw her face when we barge into your room. She wasn't talking to you but to someone else."

"Yes, but it was my damn fault. I totally lost control and I almost raped her."

"Well, you should try to be more in control then. Come on, brother. You are always in control with your action. Never once have I seen you lost it." Andrew said.

"I know but with her I'm nothing but a loose cannon. Everything seems to be out of control when I see her. I mean the stupid mate bond is adding an extra pressure to my attraction to her." I explained.

"Well, if she responded to your touch like you said then she is also feeling the bond between the two of you. She just seemed scared. We got to know what happened to her."

"You're right. She is scared of something. I would find out who hurt her and I would kill them. Damn I'll even start a war if I have to." I said furiously in my Alpha tone.

"Calm down, Sebastian. We will find out soon what really happened to her but first we must gain her trust."

"I know but now that would be a great challenge for me. I mean how can she trust me when I tried to take advantage of her? How can I convince her?" I stated frustrated about the situation.

"Well, apologize and try to start from the top."

"I wish it was that simple. Go back to the pack house, brother. I'll just need to calm down. I'll head back in a few."

I lost track of time as I sat down staring at the moon. My thoughts kept running back with the heated kiss we shared. I can still taste her in my lips, feel her soft skin and smell her sweet scent. Just thinking of her turned me on. I went back home and settled for a cold shower.

I found her sleeping in bed peacefully. I did my best to control myself not to do anything stupid. I can go sleep in another room but my wolf would never calm down unless I was besides her.

I cradle her as I lay in bed. I settle her head on my chest and wrap my arms around her possessively. I caress her long blonde hair and enjoyed her sweet scent. I kissed her forehead before closing my eyes to sleep.

I woke up when I felt someone slap my cheeks. I lazily open my eyes and saw my mate glaring at me. I smiled at her lazily and hugged her tightly.

"Morning, love. You are a sight to see in this beautiful day."

"Let me go!" She said annoyed. "What the fuck did you do to me?" She said accusingly.