Inexperienced novel Chapter 12

I wake up to the sun shining in my face. I groan as I get up off the ground, wincing as my bones creak in protest. Wish I didn't fall asleep on the floor but what's a girl to do when she's crying to the point where she falls asleep? wanting to get rid of this icky feeling I decide to go to the bathroom and take a shower, there's really nothing else for me to do considering I'm locked up in here. I almost cheer when I see towels and other useful items stocked and provided in the bathroom. I turn on the hot water and sigh as it hits my body. I begin to hum softly not wanting to think about yesterday and only focus on the task at hand . Without realizing it, my humming has turned into flat out singing.

"I was born to run, I don't belong to anyone oh no, don't need to be loved by you. See my lips on her mouth, everybody's talking now baby, oh you know it's true, yeah, that I was born to run I don't belong to anyone oh no. Don't need to be loved by you!!! Loved by you!!!!" I lift the shampoo bottle up to my mouth and belt out the words.

"I don't hide blurry eyes like you!!! Like yoooou!!!" I smile widely. "This song is especially for you," I say to the conditioner bottle as I get ready to finish. "See his hands round my waist thought you'd never be replaced baby, ooh you know it's true! Yeeah! That I was born to run I do t belong to anyone oh no, don't need to be loved by you, by yooou." I finish my voice loud and proud. My hands now doing an air guitar solo. Man I feel like a Rockstar.

"Wow little one didn't know that you felt that way about me," an all to familiar voice teases causing me to blush. I slowly turn off the shower head and grab the towel that I left hanging over and quickly wrap it around me. I take a huge silent breath before I get out of the shower. "That was a nice little show," he says and I find myself backing away from him. His face goes from playful to call concerned. He goes to say something but I hold up my hand.

"D-don't please I-I can't take anymore," I barely whisper l, yesterday's events already playing through my head.

"What is it little one that has you so scared?" Mr. Gray eyes asks as he steps closer and I find tears already entering my eyes. How could he just leave me like that yesterday. All scared and confused? Now he's full of concern, cares for my well-being!! Anger fills me and I lash out without thinking.

"DON'T YOU DARE LITTLE ONE ME!" I hiss. "AFTER WHAT YOU DID TO ME YESTERDAY!! LEAVING ME CONFUSED AND SAD!!! USING ME LIKE I'M SOME...SOME TOY THAT YOU CAN JUST PLAY WITH AND THEN DISCARD WHEN YOU'RE BORED!!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT...what that does to a girl?" I whisper at the end breaking down into sobs, my eyes finally looking away from his. Scared of what he'll do to me because I yelled.

"Little one I didn't mean to make you feel that way, I didn't know please..." He says softly and takes a step towards me but I  back away. "I'm sorry one of the things that makes BDSM work is communication and consent and I haven't been doing those two things. I'm sorry, forgive me, I don't know what came over me," he apologizes and once again takes a step towards me but I one again, take a step back.