Little Brown Benefit novel Chapter 9

I wanted to please him. I had took upon myself to get educated about intercourse and I watched a few porn movies. I slowly rotated my hips and a soft moan escaped his lips. I wrapped my arms around him, pulling him closer to me. Our bodies pressed against each other like a sandwich with nothing in the middle.

"Sacha, I don't wish to hurt you."

"Just shut up and give it to me." I said, catching myself by total surprise and him too. He looked down at me and at the blood on the sheet beneath.

"Okay, you asked for it."

He started hammering into me and with every pound, my walls adjusted to take him in. The pain came back but it was much more bearable this time. Another climax took over my vagina and my nails sank into his back as I screamed.

"Fuck, you're feeling amazing!" He cussed and complimented as he allowed me to have my moment before increasing his pace inside me.

His moaning got louder and louder and he shot out of me, releasing his milk of cum all over my stomach.

His panting body fall next to mine. "Wow, for a virgin, you know how to please a guy. That was amazing."

"I'm happy it wasn't a total disaster." I rested on his beating chest but he brushed me away.

"There's to be no cuddling, Sacha." I watched him get up and went into the bathroom again and I mentally slapped myself for resting my head on his chest. The connection was starting.

After twenty minutes, he came back into the bedroom and I went to get myself cleaned off next without another word to him. Afterwards, I stepped back into my underwear and my dress and a pair of heels he had brought for me.

"Hey, what's the matter?"

"Nothing." I answered.

"Sacha, you're getting dress as if I told you to leave my house."

"I want to go home."

He looked at his Rolex. "It's nothing even mid-night as yet and I was ordering something for us to eat."

"I wish to keep this very professional. Bonding with you is going to create a feeling for you and we don't want that to happen."

"Hey, I was just trying to be nice. I heard your stomach rumbling. Why would you develop feelings for me over pizza?"

I gathered myself. "Okay, I'll have pizza with you."

"That's more like it. We're friends, aren't we?" He walked out the room when the doorbell rang.

I watched as he sat the two boxes of pizzas on the table in the living room. I opened a box and took a slice.

"What do you wish to drink?"

"A soda would do. Pepsi or Coke." I answered. He went into his kitchen and came back with a Pepsi and we spent the rest of the night eating pizza, drinking Pepsi and watching American Beach House.

The next day, I felt the soreness. My vagina would need two days or three to feel normal again. It was a struggle to even wash myself correctly but I asked for it and I was no longer a twenty-one year old virgin.

Remy walked into the living-room with one of the heels Christian got me. It was my favorite. It was from YSL and it was designed with flowers and rhinestones. It sparkled in the sun or when in contact with lights.

"I love this shoes. You don't mind if I take this one, do you?"

I did mind but Remy was my best friend and I was living with her, rent-free. She looked after Judy when I was out and she never asked for anything in return.

"Girl, you can have it. I can always get another pair." I told her and she hugged me tightly.

"I have a date tonight." She told me, "I'll rock these."

"It's nice that you're finally home, Christian. How was work?" Her voice carried anger.

"Work is work. What's the matter with you again?" I asked her as I checked my emails in my phone.

"You're seriously asking me that question. YOU'RE NEVER HOME! I feel like it's me alone who's in this relationship here."

"Audrey, why are you complaining when this is what you asked for. You knew about my busy schedules but you wanted to move in with me regardless. You chose to quit your job because I've got money. Now you expect me to stay at home with you and keep you company?"

"I want a baby, Christian!"

"And I told you that I'm not ready for kids!"

"We've been together for two years, Christian! Two Years! I'm your fiancee! I'm not some housemaid to just keep in your house! I want us to get married and have kids and be a family."

"Well I'm not ready for all those things." I told her and walked away. I got back into my car and drove to Sacha's.

I knocked on the door when I arrived and Sacha came out.

"Hi."

"Hey." She answered coldly.

"Can we head out?"

"Yeah, give me five minutes."

I waited in the car for over ten minutes, ignoring all the calls and lengthy text messages from my fiancee. Everything she says and does lately pisses me off and I couldn't remember the last day we had sex together. She was always not in a mood or going out with her friends, then she complains about being lonely and wanting a baby.