Lost in You novel Chapter 84

Is it? I look at James, too, and my eyes are cold.

“Do you think I don't hate you? I look at James.

James is horrified. "Why? Why do you hate me?”

He is a man who even forgot what he has done.

It's funny.

I push James away hard and look at him derisively.

"Since you don't know, then guess it, sooner or later you will remember why." I say.

We look at each other, and there is no temperature in our eyes.

James hates me for not telling him the existence of Ella for so many years, while the reason I hate him is that he killed my father. He is a tied with my father's death.

I send Morley a message telling him to go back first. Ella is no longer in the kindergarten.

I watch Morley drive away.

"Where is Ella? I clench my fists. "That's my daughter. I told you it has nothing to do with you."

"It's not up to you to decide. Just wait." James loosens his tie and drives off with a stiff face.

I have butterflies in my stomach. What will happen to Ella? Where did James take her?

"I must see Ella right away; I must see her!" I shout, looking up to James.

"Sure." James smiles at me and says, "I just want you to meet my daughter, too."

"She is not your daughter." I say it again.

James is laughing, not saying anything.

James must have hidden Ella somewhere. I can see her, but I can't take her away.

I don't know what James will do to us, not knowing if he will take Ella away from me.

I feel nervous as I watch James's sullen face.

James takes me to a house I’ve never been to before.

It's a villa area.

After arriving, I couldn't wait to run in.

Ella is crying.

“'Mother!” Ella runs towards me as soon as she sees me.

"Ella! Mother is here!" I hold Ella in my arms.

Behind her are several women. They are probably the babysitters James has hired for her.

"I thought I would never you again!" Ella's crying face is dirty and her eyes are red.

I take out my tissue and help her wipe her face. "Mom will find Ella no matter where she goes."

"Mr. James!" cry the women in chorus.

I look back at James.

"I will take Ella back with me. No matter where it is, Ella loves our home most."

"Ella!” James waves at Ella.

Ella looks at me and then at James.

James smiles gently at Ella. "Didn’t you say you want me to be your father? I'm your real father, aren't you happy?"

“Mother?” Ella looks at me quizzically.

I hide Ella behind me and look at James fiercely. "James, don't talk nonsense in front of Ella!"

James looks at Ella affectionately. "Carolina, you should stop talking nonsense to Ella. Can you say Ella has nothing to do with me? If you tell lies, you may end up killing the people you care about most."

James looks at me. "Don't you dare?"

I open my mouth, saying nothing.

"I know it." James smiles with satisfaction. "Actually, even if you don't tell the truth, I have had my hair and Ella’s taken a paternity test. The result will come out soon and we will know everything then."

I hug Ella so hard that I know everything is over.

I am screwed from the beginning, because James knows everything from the beginning. He knows I am Carolina, so he is with me the whole time. He is just waiting for it to come to a head and then he takes a big turn.

"James, can't you really let us go? It will be better if we are just strangers. You go on with your life and I will go on with mine. You have a beautiful fiancé. I will be the obstacle between you." I beg.

James isn't moved. "Carolina, can't you just look at me? Look how I feel about you."

I know I love him, but the love has cost my family so much that if I am still with James, my mother would never have found rest in heaven.