Love Me As I Am novel Chapter 12

"Why are you staring at me that way?" She asked and I felt embarrassed.

I can't believe that I was really staring at her.

"It's nothing," I said and she shrugged and looked away.

Only the sound of my spoon and plate hitting each other could be heard. We were both silent and shockingly am a big fan of silence but I hate it when am with her.

I want her to talk so that I'll stare into her eyes forever and also get to hear her sweet voice.

"Are you getting married," She asked with her face still backing me.

"I don't know," I said.

"Okay," She said lowly.

"I don't know who she is," I said and took my last spoon out of my dish.

"She must be lucky," She said.

"Will you marry her if you know her?" She asked as she turned to me.

I looked into her eyes and found out that it was looking glassy.

"I don't know," I said.

"Oh," She said and looked at the tray.

"I better go drop the plates," She said and collected it from me.

"Hey, I'll never leave here," I said.

"I hope so," She muttered and walked out.

I lasted on my bed facing the ceiling.

I need help, what should I do.

Should I get married or not?

This is so hard.

Sandra POV

I hurriedly walked out of sir Luke..I mean Luke's room, I went to the kitchen and started washing the dishes and holding myself not to cry.

"Sandra please make salmon for me," Katherine said.

"Yes madam," I said with a shaky voice.

Oh no, why can't I control my voice.

"Are you alright?" She asked.

"Yeah, I am fine," I said.

I could feel her coming closer to me, then she made me turn to her and looked into my eyes.

"I know you won't tell me what wrong but don't let Luke see you like this," She said and I nodded.

Luke doesn't like to see me cry, he doesn't like to see me and Katherine cry.

"She's going to be there" Mr Howard said from the living room.

"So what then?" Luke asked.

"I want both of you to meet," His dad said and he groaned.