My Alpha Queen: The Irreplaceable Mate novel Chapter 5

Xavier's Pov:

Lsabella sat on a soft stool, her satin red hair cascading out, and I picked up a comb and carefully brushed it out of her face.

"I found my mate, and he's Jasper."

All of my attention was stunned by the shocking news that Lsabella actually had a MATE, and this person was Jasper.

Shock quickly turned to anger, negative emotions burned to crackle in my heart.

"Are you going to give up your pack?" I couldn't control my emotions, and I realized my tone was terrible after the words came out.

Lsabella turned from the soft bench, she took my hand and looked up into my eyes: "I've only been away from my pack for two months, I'm not going to give up my pack. Besides, we need the moonstone, which is not something we can get by our own power.

This is the best way, for now, our pack is really too weak, and the wolves around us are thinking about how to annex us. I'm not afraid of fighting and dying, but my people can't suffer anymore. Xavier, don't forget our mission."

I did not forget my mission, but my heart was dripping with blood.

I made no reply, and I stubbornly pulled my hand out of Lsabella's.

Lsabella froze for a moment, and she accommodated my caprice: "I'm going to entrust Blood Moon Pack to you and Kyra, and I'll be back in two months. We'll stay in touch during that time, and you'll keep me informed of the pack's status."

"Okay."

I agreed, but there was no way the other emotions in my heart could be suppressed so simply, and I could feel my jealousy growing wildly in my heart.

From the moment Lsabella saved me ten years ago, I gave her my whole heart and my whole life. I worked a hundred times harder to become stronger so that I could stay by Lsabella's side forever.

But what happened? I was still too weak, I couldn't keep Lsabella.

I look like I'm just a little bit depressed, but only I know I'm going crazy, Jasper actually threatened Lsabella with mate relationship and community!

I was so careful to protect Lsabella, and she was being trampled elsewhere!

My eyes shone with an eerie blue light, and killing intent spread through my heart. I will not let Jasper go, I will kill him!

Lsabella's white hand gently fell on the back of my hand: "Xavier?"

Seemingly sensing my abnormality, she blinked her pretty eyes and hesitated how to speak.

I shouldn't have worried Lsabella, I turned my hand to hold her hand: "I'm sorry..."

Lsabella hesitantly spoke: "Jasper is my mate...it's the blessing of the moon goddess, so I have a soft spot for him too. For the future of our pack, I actually don't mind returning to Blue Moon Pack with him."

I slowly let go of Lsabella's hand and dropped it, and the fire that was crackling in my heart was gradually dying out.

I felt reluctant, but at the same time, I could only accept all this hopelessly.

Under the pull of the two emotions, I suffered even more.

I would rather be stabbed by someone or suffer some other physical injury because these injuries will definitely heal as long as they are not fatal. But now I have felt deep despair, I turned out to have no chance to compete at all, here in Lsabella, I have lost completely.

I never thought that I could become Lsabella's mate, my wish was small, I just needed to stay by Lsabella's side forever.

When Lsabella appointed me as her Beta, I solemnly got down on one knee and declared to her that I would always be loyal to her and give my life for her.

At that time, I naively thought I had the world at my fingertips, but my happiness was so fragile that an Alpha meeting gave birth to a change of heart, and he happened to be Jasper...

The hand I hid at my side clenched hard because of the pain and repression, nails embedded in the flesh, but I no longer care about the pain.

Half a dozen times, I let go of my hand. A sense of sadness welled up in me, yes, the moon goddess never favored me, even Lsabella, who chose me ten years ago, is about to leave me.

I braced myself to show a smile: "Congratulations on finding your partner, you rest early, you have a meeting tomorrow."

Lsabella looked at me for a while but finally did not say what was in her heart.

"Good, you get an early rest too."

After Lsabella left, I was left alone in the big room, and the loneliness that had disappeared for a long time came back to haunt me.