My Bloody Revenge novel Chapter 39

Are you absolutely sure about this?" Lydoran asks seriously. “There is no going back afterwards

and bare in mind that you need blood to survive. Do you still want to do it?”

Lyra looks Lydoran directly in the eyes. “For the first time in my life I’m making a decision of my

own. I’m using my own mind and free will. If there is anything, I have been thinking seriously

about it would be my life. I want this.” Her voice is firm and determined when she speaks and

her eyes never strays from his. Lyra is done cowering under men like Elmir and she is tired of

walking around in constant fear. From here on out she is taking charge of her own life and the

person she wants to be.

“I apologize if I came out sounding like this is some fun and games to you which isn’t my

intentions. But after hearing your answer I feel foolish. I should never have doubted you.”

“No need to apologize. I know you only asked because you care. You both do and for that I’m

thankful.”

“You have come a long way kitten. Can’t wait to see how far you will go from now on.” Stroking

her cheek affectionately with the back of his hand he looks at her with pride in his eyes. “Are

you ready to begin?”

“Never been more ready.”

Lydoran smiles at that. "Are you ashamed of feeling pleasure? I’m asking because of everything

you’ve been through and I don’t want to put you through anything that would make you feel

uncomfortable or bring up bad memories."

“No, I don’t feel ashamed.” She answers after giving it some thoughts. “Mostly because Jaze

showed me how it’s supposed to be. Before that I associated sex with pain. Something

unpleasant and yes shameful. Why do you ask?” Jaze smiles warmly at her and she can almost

feel his affection surrounding her like a warm blanket.

"Lust helps ease the pain and take up the venom. Don’t be afraid to take what you want.

Nothing shameful in feeling desire. Okay?”

Nodding she smiles softly. “Okay.”

Tentatively Lydorna lifts his hand to softly stroke her lower lip with his index finger and from

there he follows an invisible line down to her collarbone and back again. His touch is light,

almost inquisitive. She shivers as his finger traces her jaw bone and when he lightly lifts her

head up, she is blown away by the amount of tenderness, care and desire showing in his eyes.

Leaning down slowly he silently asks her permission to kiss her and following his words she

takes what she wants. Going up on her toes she captures his lips shyly at first but when he

encourages her to explore, she gives in and allows her body to guide her. She can feel his fangs

press against her lips and remembering what Jaze shared about vampires, Lyra caress one of his

fangs with her tongue and smiles when he groans in response. Deepening the kiss, she pushes

herself flush against his front not shying away from the intense feelings he invokes within her.

Giving as much as he gets Lydoran nips at her lower lip then sooths it with a tantalizing lick

making her release a breathy moan. The way he alternates between kissing, biting and licking

has her entire body humming in anticipation. Placing both hands on his abdomen she explores

his taut body relishing all that strength radiating off of him and the way he seems to appreciate

her touch. Snaking her arms around his neck she entangles her fingers in his silky strands giving

it a playful tug.

"That's it, love. Feel me. let me drown you in pleasure."

Suddenly he hoists her up and moves her legs around his waist before pressing her up against

the wall without breaking their kiss. Feeling just how affected he is Lyra shamelessly grinds

against his erected cock and is richly reward with a pleasured hiss. As if passing some invisible

border Lydoran let’s loose fully and starts exploring her body in earnest while dry humping her,

coaxing one moan after the other out of her. It’s insane how riled up she is from only being

kissed. His skilled hands wander all over her body playing her like a well-known instrument as

he pleasures her in ways, she never thought possible. His soft lips tickle her skin as he leaves a

trail of open-mouthed kisses from shoulder to neck and she is barely aware when his fangs sink

deep into her, giving her that last push over the edge. Keeping count of her heart beats he

greedily drinks her blood while also pumping her body full of venom but it takes lots of effort to

stay focused from how deliciously she writhes in his arms. The way she grinds against him