Obsession novel Chapter 31

Grayson's P.O.V:

I walked back into my room after seeing Skye with Ethan. How he could get her into little space made me slightly sad. They really bonded from day one and she looks at him differently compared to the way she looks at him. She smiles and laughs with him. Her eyes brighten. With me, it's the complete opposite. She looks at me with sadness, regret and I can't make her smile or laugh. She thinks that I think shes just a sex toy to me. That's not true, shes my mate and I appreciate her more than anything and I'd die for her.

Seeing her with Ethan is bound to piss me off but I can do nothing about it as it's clearly fate. She's both submissive and little and I'm more dom than daddy. I'm not even sure if I could get her into little space. I could easily get her into sub space but that's still not good enough.

I growl and climb into the shower, turning it cold and letting the water touch my skin. The thought frustrated me. Fucking Ethan could get her into little space and I can't. I don't have that softness that Ethans got and his always been more daddy than dom, even though he is capable to dom her, though his not capable of hurting her like I am.

I have thoughts about hurting her and beating her. The thought started to make my cock twitch and soon it started to rise.

I groaned and leaned against the wall. Fuck. The thought of having her at her knees and fucking her pretty little mouth till she is unable to breathe properly made me groan. The thought of lashing her beautiful porcelain skin red, blue and black made my cock hit my stomach as it was as maximum hardness. I growled and put my fingers through my hair in frustration.

Our session we first had was nothing compared to what I want to do to her. I want her at her mercy. I want her to cry as I pound myself inside of her tight cunt, not stopping no matter how much she begs. God, she'd look so pretty with tears running down her blue, broken eyes.

I turned around, facing the wall and leaning my head against it, soon wrapping my hand around my hard cock that was pulsing in my hand.

What the fuck? I'm actually about to  jerk off to the thought of her. Usually I would of gotten a pathetic bitch to fuck just to keep me settled for the time being until I'm frustrated again but no, apparently I have to be loyal, says Ethan. It's just meaningless sex. I'll anyway think about Skye as I fuck the stupid bitches life out.

I shake my head and turn the shower off and climb out, wrapping a towel around my torso.

I will rather take what I own once she's out little space. I walk to the cupbard, getting sweatpants out and I put it on, going and sitting on the bed I hear a knock at my door which I choose to simply ignore.

The knock gets louder and I already know that it's Ethan.

Soon the door opens and Ethan walks inside, closing it after him, standing crossed arms.