Once Broken By My Alpha Mate novel Chapter 32

When I have finally drifted off to sleep, the floor wasn't comfortable at all. My body was trembling since it was cold and I kept moaning in my sleep from the cold nipping at my skin. All of a sudden I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my body and pulling me off the floor. I was still asleep and no matter how much I wanted to open my eyes and demand Nate, since he was the only one in the room, to put me down I was too tired and too sad so I was in a deep sleep, my eyes not wanting to open.

Soon I felt my body hit a soft surface and a warm fabric covering my body. After my body warmed up I opened my eyes and saw that it was still in the middle of the night and heavy rain was pouring from the sky making a violent sound on the roof. I turned around and saw Nate sleeping peacefully, I turned my body fully to face him and just watched him sleep. Even though I disowned him as my mate I couldn't help the feeling of getting butterflies every time I looked at him. He was so handsome I could ravish him in my kisses, but never again.

My eyes started to tear up as I remembered some of the small moments I had with Nate and how much I will truly miss him. As tears rolled down my face I wonder what would my life be like if I had a life with Nate. My wolf was howling and wanted me to just have this one night to myself, my wolf begged just this night for her and she'll ask for no more. I sighed to myself and finally gave up.

I scooted my body closer hugging him making my breasts touch his chest, he then slowly opened his eyes and pulled me closer and I felt as if I could just melt into his touch. Being in his arms was so amazing because every time I touched him I would be yearning for more. "What... are you doing?" he asked sleepily, I knew that deep down inside I want this but for some reason I knew that I'll regret it. I pulled away from our hug and we both stared into each others eyes not wanting to look away.

I then cupped his face and pulled him closer closing the space between our lips. The kiss was soft and sweet just the way I liked it. At times he would nibble my bottom lip but after as we both felt that our lips were swollen he then made his way towards my neck kissing it tenderly sending shivers down my spine. As he kissed my soft spot on my neck I moaned making him crawl on top of me, dominating the kiss, and kissing everywhere that made me arch my back and moan his name.

His hands were caressing my hips while mine were playing with his hair, right as my tank topped rise a little exposing my flat stomach to him. He took his chance and started kissing my stomach raising my tank top higher and higher until he yanked them off. He kissed everywhere making sure no spot was untouched or unkissed. This moment was perfect, it was soft and slow and full of passion and love. Since he was only wearing boxers I slowly and gently slipped my hand through his boxers stroking his member softly. He then groaned out of pleasure making me want more and more of him.

And would he let me just walk away like that after everything we have done together?

My lower lip quivered as I thought about my life without Nate. I put my face into the palms of my hands and cried silently, I didn't want to leave Nate but I had to. What me and Nate have was a bond, you can say soul mates but he already vowed his love to someone else. He barely even knows me and the only thing keeping me and him together was this stupid bond of ours. I then slowly and gently got out of bed not wanting to wake Nate up, and started changing.