Ours novel Chapter 48

Nala POV

Today is our first day at college, I can't believe it, I can't believe we actually made this far. Life has changed so much in the past year, I was homeless, took in by seven alpha wolves, got kidnapped, tortured, died, came back and became luna. Life it's so weird how this universe work, it keep moving and you either move with it or get forgotten.

I used to say I'm a FIGHTER and it's true I am, I'll always be. But that doesn't mean i can't be scared , yes I'm scared i finally admit it. I'm scared of going to college for the first time ever, I'm scared that people will see under all my bravery and see the little girl who's scared to death. I'm Luna, I'm a mate I should be strong, I should be able to do this.

So here I am putting on a brave face when I definitely don't feel like it, I want to curl down on the floor, hold my daddy's legs and beg them not to leave me alone here.

Kyle dressed me as he usually does with my insistence on dark colors, he said this outfit is perfect for the first day at college, I don't wanna get dressed I want to stay in my PJ and curl down with them and binge watch some cartoon.

Jace tried to make me eat but my stomach was already a mess, I didn't want to eat so he let it go saying it's probably nerves.

Aidan gave me a hug and told me to remember all the self-defense he taught me in case anyone starts a fight with me, which earned him a disapproval growl form Christan, he just shrugged it off.

Kane told me to have fun and kissed my forehead.

Stefan had little talk with me , reminding me of his promise to help me achieve whatever i want, it did help a little except I'm still scared.

Christian is driving me , jenny and Mathew to our first day at college. Mathew is in his third year, he's an English literature student. Well at least he knows what he wants to be, he said he'll walk me and jenny to our classes and sit with us at the lunch break, at least now I know two people there. Yeyy me.

We're all sitting in the car, Christian is driving and I'm in the passenger seat next to him, they're talking, chattering happily about our first day. I stay quiet the whole ride.

When we finally make it, I feel like vomiting, Christian give me a quick kiss on the mouth and tell me to go make him proud, no pressure.