Pregnant I left him To His First Love novel Chapter 44

Deciding to divorce Tatum was the hardest decision Leila ever made and in the days that have passed since they had that huge fight, leading to her asking for a divorce, a tiny part of her wishes she had shown more restraint but there was only so much she could take.

Sometimes she wishes her soul would just travel out of her body and take her to a place where she can’t feel suffering, worry, pain or heartbreak.

A place where she can just exist without these sad emotions that constantly fill her, hopefully where the thoughts of Tatum still brought.

She loves him, even now that he’s demanded that they end everything, she still feels that yearning for him but he will never love her and she has accepted it.

“Leila, our little munchkin is starting to make itself known,” Amanda says excitedly, pointing at Leila’s bump.

Leila’s eyes widen slightly and she runs her hands down her stomach.

“Yes it is,” Leila replies with a half smile..

Her baby seems healthy and is growing fast and that is something to be happy about but she is also sad and worried about it.

Soon, she will not be able to keep the child a secret anymore. What does she do after Tatum signs the divorce papers? She already sent it to him via email.

Does she leave the pack and raise the child on her own elsewhere, keeping it a secret forever or does she remain in the pack where everyone will know the father of the child.

What would Tatum do then? Would he want to take her child from her?

“What gender do you think it’ll be?” Amanda asks, loosening the bandage around Leila’s head to check her wound.

A small sad smile creeps up Leila’s lip as the image of the perfect family she used to imagine with Tatum breezes through her mind: a mini Tatum running around the house, playing with his father while she is making dinner with a little girl that has Tatum’s dark hair and her blue eyes.

She sighs, before replying in a sullen tone. “I don’t mind any.”

“Leila…..it’s going to be okay, that child has the best mother in the world….the only thing better than its mother is her amazing godmother,” Amanda comes in front of Leila and spins.

Leila chuckles, happy that at least she has someone that cares deeply about her in Amanda, maybe she shouldn’t worry too much, everything will be fine.

As much as Leila doesn’t want any trouble with Tatum till the divorce is finalised, she is surprised Kelvin, one person she knows really cares about her hasn’t come to see her, or call or text.