Psycho - Headless Horsemen MC novel Chapter 67

- Harley -

"Harley it's been 4 weeks you need to get out of here for a while," Shelby says looking at me from across the room, "I can't" She glares at me and scrunches up her face "You can and you fucking will. You have been couped up in here ever since you got the ok from the doctor to go home, I've seen you and Jax maybe three times at the clubhouse, I miss my BFF. And I'm sick of coming to the hospital every day, it smells weird in here and the old people chase me down the hallways if I get out on the wrong floor".

She's right, I have been in here every fucking day basically all day I haven't even had my first cuddle because some dumbass nurse passed on her cold and almost fucking killed him, so Jax killed her. I just stare at the fucking crib waiting for something, anything. I don't know what I expect to happen, for him to stand up and walk out of the fucking room? The doctor says he's getting bigger and stronger but it's been a headache and a half, the first 3 weeks my milk came in perfectly and I was able to make a stockpile for home and here but they fucking dried up and theres nothing I can do to get them to work again so we are going to have to switch to formula once we run out of breast milk.

"My boobies won't cry" I turn to Shelby and frown, "Okay let's go drink," She says clapping her hands together, I roll my eyes and get up off the chair "No I'm not leaving him" I say as I put my hand on the glass crib. "He's not going anywhere Harlz, we have security posted all over the hospital no one gets in or out without our men knowing. Come on mama 4 weeks of no fun, just one night and then you can go back to being a sad Lil muffin, even the doctors said you should go have some fun".

"Fucking hell, fine, one night and then I don't want to hear shit about it again" She attempts to contain a squeal and runs up to me hugging me "Yaaay I have my hoe back," She says smiling at me, "Now we need to get back, get you showered and shaved," She says excitedly clapping her hands, I groan and say goodbye to Elijah before leaving the hospital with Shelby.

I walk out and see Jax standing by his bike, I look over to Shelby "He insisted that he drove you back" She says walking over to the SUV as I make my way to Jax, "Kitten" He says as I approach him, "Puddin" I say slightly confused. "It's been a while since I've had my wife on my bike, figured it would be better than sitting in a car", I smile and pull his face down to my level kissing him with everything I had, this man has made the past 4 weeks somewhat not miserable.

He comes to the hospital whenever he can, picks me up and drops me off if he cant stay with me and almost every night he helps me set up a little of the nursey for when Elijah comes home. "Are you coming out tonight?" I ask as I pull back out of the kiss, "Not tonight kitten, I'm staying behind with Gunner so I can learn a thing or two" He grins. He passes me the helmet and I climb onto the bike instantly, I've missed this.

The ride back was peaceful, I've missed being on a bike but I miss riding one even more, I'm going to have to buy one soon. He pulls up to the compound and we get off, "To my room sexy!" Shelby yells from the front of the clubhouse "I'll see you later before you leave" Jax leans down and kisses me one more time before slapping my ass cheek hard.

I walk over to Shelby as Jax walks to the garage, "Come on we don't have all night!" She says dragging me inside. I'm greeted by everyone, Blade gives me a smile and a nod and I smile and nod back. He understands why I haven't been able to help him train, but I promised him the other day that I'll be up for it soon another week or so.

Shelby drags me into her room and closes the door, "When are you two moving out of here?" I ask looking around the cramped room "House will be finished in a week I think" She says as she digs through the closet pulling out a familiar-looking bag, "I kinda broke into your house but also kinda not because the door was unlocked, anyways I went into your closet and grabbed a few things" She says handing me the bag. "Bathroom, wash shave choose an outfit, I'll be here when you're done" I nod my head and salute her "Yes mother" I reply as I walk to the bathroom.

I do as I'm told and wash my hair and body as well as shaving, I get out dry myself and use her moisturiser I'm sure she won't mind. I dig through the bag and find a spare toothbrush and toothpaste so I brush my teeth as I look so something to wear. All she's packed are dresses of fucking course.

I finally find something that's not a dress, a pair of tight black high-waisted leather shorts and a black lace bralette Jax is going to have an aneurysm. I put it on and moan when I feel how smooth my legs are "I feel like a fucking dolphin" i say quietly to myself, the postpartum bleeding has stopped so I don't have to wear granny panties anymore thank fuck. I slide on a black g string and the shorts, I jump up and down and wiggle as much as I can to slide the shorts over my thighs and ass.

I finally get the fuckers on but I'm puffed out and a sweaty mess by the end of it, I look in the mirror and see just how much of my ass is hanging out the bottom of the shorts, yeah Jax is going to flip out I giggle to myself at the thought, poor poor puddin. I put deodorant on and then put the black lace bralette on, it just hides my nipples thank god because she didn't pack me a bra. I find a pair of black ankle boots and I know Shelby either brought them or they're her shoes because I don't own these, "The shoes?" I ask through the door, "Wear them pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" She whines.