Rewriting My Heart's Fate (Ethan and Evelyn) novel Chapter 179

Chapter 179 

It was raining in Yarchville the next day. I held Grandma’s ashes and portrait, and with Lyla and Antoine by my side, we buried her. 

The rain was especially cold in winter. It felt like ice. As I felt the raindrops falling on my body, I felt an ache in my chest, 

soon, Grandma’s tombstone was erected. I was sitting next to it, and I reached out to touch it, but for some reason, I was afraid. Grandma used to feel soft and warm to the touch, but now, she was just ice cold. 

I closed my eyes and burted my head in my knees. 

Ila was shielding me from the rain with an umbrella, and she said tearfully, “Eve, if you feel sad, just cry. Okay? 

Cry? I wanted to, but I just couldn’t. The rainwas getting) heavier and heavier. The raindrops hit the black umbrella with a thud. 

It had never rained so heavily in Yardville in winter. It was as if the entire city was feeling gloomy. 

“You guys can leave first.” I looked up at Lyla and Antoine. “Thank you for staying with me for the past two days. It’s cold, so you should head home first. I’ll stay here for a while.” 

“Eve” Lyla crouched down beside me with her umbrella and hugged me with her free hand “Don’t let your grief consume you. You still have me, your best friend, Tknow I’m not smart. You don’t tell me a lot of things because you’re afraid I’ll get worried and get hurt. But please believe me when I say I’ll always be by your side, no matter how stupid 1 am ” 

She glanced at the tombstone and placed her chin on my shoulder. 

My body was cold, but her embrace made me feel a tinge of warmth. “I’m fine. I tried to push her away, but I felt the warmth at tears on my neck. 

When my hand froze, Lyla continued, “Eve, have you forgotten? We promised that we would support each other. If you feel sad, you have to tell me. I won’t find you annoting, for will Tabandon you. I’ll always be by your side. Please trust me I’m your best friend.” 

A lot of memories came to my mind, but in the end, all of them felt distant and blurry. I didn’t want to do anything to hurt myself. I just wanted to go back to the day when the incident had happened. 

However, time would always move forward. Time couldn’t stop or rewind, b 

but I wanted it to slow. 

I wanted to be with Grandma so that when I mentioned or thought about her, 1 would feel as if she was still here with me and hadn’t left me yet. And 

I turned to look at Lyla. When I saw her looking at me, her eyes swollen from crying, I felt another kind of guilt weighing down on my chest, 

yet 

I closed my eyes and forced myself to close off my emotions. Then, I said, “Okay, wait for ine in the car with Antoine. I’ll be there in terminutes.” 

Since I had already compromised, the trace of you in the car 

fconcem on Lyla’s face faded slightly. She let go of me and wiped away her tears. “Okay, Antoine and I will wait for 

Then, the said. “It’s freezing. Make sure you don’t catch a cold,”