The Bully's Obsession novel Chapter 47

　　HAYDEN 

　　Dad's condition got even worse,  the doctor said he had a relapse and would have to stay until they were sure that he wasn't in any imminent danger. 

　　It's only been two days since I arrived back here and I was regretting it already .Everything was beginning to get inside my head, staying back at the house made it even more worse.

　　I don't know how long I sat at my usual dark spot in the bar , the music.. strong alcohol was all I needed to drown myself in. 

　　I ordered another shot of tequila and gubbled it down in a single take. 

　　"Do you need anything else? " The stripper smacked her gums asked practically shoving her huge fake tits in my face, I wondered how she walks around with that without toppling over from their weight .

　　"Fuck off" 

　　The icy look I sent her was enough to send her on her way mumbling something that closely sounded like 'your loss'.

　　It was hard to believe the fact that I've that I haven't gotten laid in six fucking whole years. 

　　SHE really fucked me up for good..

　　My body and mind craved what only she could provide, no other woman could  get me even half as  hard enough as  my erotic dreams about her did.

　　It wasn't like I haven't tried ,   but I always never could go through with it without feeling repulsed. 

　　Jerking myself off with her images in my head was the only option whenever the need becomes too great, which happens very much often .It was enough to get me off but not at the mental level .

　　My cellphone rang aloud, a deep scowl settled on my face almost immediately as I stared at the caller ID  ,I contemplated answering it or not but gave in at the end. 

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　　Being so heavily drunk and returning to home so late at night was the last thing I wanted in this cold rainy night. 

　　He had  spoken some shit about a parcel or some stuff over the phone which was going to be delivered at our house....He didn't specify the contents , he only mentioned that it couldn't wait. 

　　I found It to be a strange enough request, I mean why should it be our family house of all the god damned places? 

　　I didn't get the time to ask him about it when he'd fucking hung up on me, one of these days i might just kill him for real. 

　　As much as I would have told him to go fuck himself this was a work related and if there's one thing we never do is to mix personal feuds in the business. 

　　It was a miracle how I got home in one piece with all the many shots of alcohol buzzing in my system .

　　I pushed the door open, the entire house was completely dark, the power was out due to the heavy rainstorm.

　　squinting  my eyes to try adjust to the darkness at the same time a brief flash of lightening went passed. 

　　I stood frozen to my spot. I'll be dammed at the sight before me. 

　　Weather or not I was hallucinating which is what i'm  sure as hell is happening at this moment. 

　　I didn't want this vision to go....disappear into a million bubbles just like it had all done so many times .

　　But it doesn't feel like a dream ,It was the realest thing I've ever felt in the longest time. 

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　　GRACIE 

　　It was so cold... 

　　That was the first thing I realized as I slowly slipped into consciousness. 

　　The icinesss slowly seeped through my bones making them completely numb .

　　My heavy lids groggily flickered open, I was met with complete darkness .

　　Ashley.. 

　　She had... 

　　I straightened up from the hard floor so suddenly that black dots gathered at the back of  my eyes for a moment as I fought back a wave of nausea. 

　　It was too dark for me to take a look as to where I was but I could take a guess.

　　....And I wouldn't be wrong. 

　　My wet clothes and hair were plastered to my skin. I wonder how long I have been out with whatever drug she had given me. 

　　She could have only be talking about one person.. 

　　HIM. 

　　A shiver that had nothing to do with the cold swept through me. 

　　I searched my gaze around in panic as if he was present , lurking in the darkness...just waiting to grab me. 

　　I needed to escape before... 

　　I staggered my way around in search for an exit , I searched around with both hands for what felt like hours, I stumbled a few times but finally made it.  My fingers came across what I felt to be a door .

　　I muttered a silent prayer that it would lead me outside where I could... 

　　Just before I could grasped at the knob it kicked open sending me flying back a few steps  , a brief flash of lightening went passed at that moment..

　　My heart pace ricocheted at an alarming rate .