The Bully's Obsession novel Chapter 48

　　 Hayden 

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　　My eyes flickered open to a severe headache, a groan escaped my mouth as I recalled my drinking so heavily last night, I must have passed out from it. , I remembered Sebastian mentioned something about a parcel, with the thought in mind I made way out of the couch. 

　　There was something different about last night, there had been no nightmares, it was as if all the dark demons inside of me were kept on a leash. 

　　I had wet a dream about HER, she had lay soft and compliant beneath me as she took me deeper and closer into her warmth. it had felt so real... like I had touched and tasted her . I clenched my teeth against the sudden huge sense of loss that overwhelmed me. 

　　It wouldn't be the first time I've had an erotic dream about her .

　　Only this time It had been so real...so perfect and equally so dangerous. 

　　My whole body now craved badly for the real thing. I closed my eyes dragging in a long deep breath. 

　　Not finding or knowing her whereabouts was for the best...not for me. Never for me. It was the best for her. 

　　She should never allow me find her because then I won't be able to stop myself. whatever dark feelings I have for her only became deeper and intense as the time went by ... I don't think she'll be able to take it, , I will just end up ruining us both. Again. 

　　I made my way to the bathroom and splashed water over my face to clear my head , my whole body tensed and paused when my gaze caught on something as I bypassed the mirror. 

　　I stared at the light scratches over my shoulders and chest area in confusion at first , a deep unexplainable feeling began to spread on my insides like molten lava. 

　　My head refused to believe the possibility even as it came. 

　　It hadn't been a dream !

　　My gaze roved across the room temporarily , searching for any clue of the possibility that...

　　My breath hitched when I spotted something black just on the foot of the couch , I straightened down to retrieve it.

　　It was some female's purse. 

　　My blood was drumming uncontrollably as I ripped it open, the various contents fell to my hands. 

　　The first thing my gaze locked upon was a passport. 

　　A hard kick situated deep in my guts twisting the wind out of me. 

　　How could it be... 

　　She wasn't an imagination....she was real and she'd been here! 

　　My gaze feasted on her photo like a man starved. She was now a blondie ,that was the only thing that changed about her. 

　　Whatever control I had gained over the past years just snapped , unleashing the predator that had been set to find her all those years ago. 

　　She found me first.. 

　　Whatever the reason was I just knew she made a huge mistake, she played a very dangerous game and just set the wolf back on the hunt. 

　　I won't be blamed for whatever happens this time . i fucking tried.

　　The remaining contents was her drivers license and some other documents , but why would she come and leave all these behind after hiding from me for six years? 

　　She'd came here.. 

　　found me... then escaped 

　　It doesn't matter anymore, when I get her this time there would be no escaping my clutches this time .

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　　I paid another visit to dad at the hospital, I was leaving town after this and couldn't be sure of when my next visit would be.

　　I've always hated the smell of hospitals , especially this particular one.  All those dark empty days six years ago just kept coming back each time I come here. 

　　It had taken me three weeks to get off bed and about three months to be able to move about again. 

　　All I could think of was getting well because I wanted her so badly. 

　　But then.... 

　　I was pulled out of my thoughts when I reached the door to dad's private ward,  the door was ajar so I didn't bother with a knock. 

　　His back was faced to me as he stared out the window.

　　it was great to see him back on his feet. He was always a strong man, whose presence commanded power,  this would be the very first time since I've known him that he's gotten so sick and even had to be admitted.