The Further Alpha's Shy Girl novel Chapter 37

I asked inquiring in a gentle tone, Emily smiled wryly and shook her head.

"No it is possible for us to live without our mate, some of us never find our mate, and it is only when we have fully mated that it will be impossible to live without our mate. And I know Lucas , he will mate wholly immediately , and if I have allowed it, and he is with someone else, it will destroy me , since it will be almost impossible for me to leave him, my wolf will not live on without him , and in the worst case I can lose her, or my life."

I looked at her amazed, I wasn't aware of that. Emily who interpreted my face smiled and laughed.

"Don't worry Clarina , you will find out everything, that is not demanding that you know all about us, you can learn it over the years. "

I smiled gratefully back at her.

"Thanks Emily, it really means a lot to me that you are my friend ... And I will help you in any ways I can. If you have decided that Lucas is not for you, I will try to help as best I can, so he doesn't finds out that it is you who is his mate."

It has taken some time getting used to, of course it's have, Matthew is my first boyfriend, and as if that's not enough , I found out that werewolves do exist and that I'm dating one, speak of a complicated relationship. But I love Matthew, everything about him makes me want to be with him, spend all my time with him, I'm truly happy.

I get interrupted in my thoughts when I feel a pair of arms around me, and a kiss is pressed against my neck, right at that spot, the spot that makes me shudder in pleasure, and he knows it. I can feel how Matthew lips form into a smile as he still sprinkles kisses on my neck. I turn around and grab a hold in his hair, and press my lips to his and kiss him deeply. This is how I always feel like, when I'm in his presence, but mostly I have to control myself because we often are surrounded by others, but here in our little oasis, I can do anything I want. I pull my lips away from his, and hear his disgruntled grunt at my action , but it just make me smiling mischievously, before I kiss him on the neck, yes you have guessed it, right at the spot, he is not the only one to tease. Gently I begin to suck on the spot and hear Matthew groan deep in the throat, while he pulls me even closer to his body, and I feel how excited this makes him. He grabs a hold of my right leg and pulls it up around his hip, to get me even closer, this time it's my turn to let out a moan when my core is being pressed against his hard member. Again, I attack his mouth with kisses before I putted my left leg around him, Matthew grabs my ass, to keep me close to him. I started rubbing myself against him, the reaction came immediately, Matthew groaned deeply before I was slammed up against a tree, and he started kissing me down my body, starting at the mouth then the cheek, chin, throat, sucked straight at the spot that made me moan. before he went down to my breasts as he gently squeezed, before he pushed them up, so they were free from my shirt, and he took one of my breasts in his mouth, I screamed, god what is he doing to me, I don't think about where we are or that someone can find us in a situation that would be embarrassing, I only think of the feelings his hot mouth and tongue on my tits gives me. I'm still rub against his erection , which now is hard as stone, and I can feel that my panties are soaked, I let my arms slide down from around his neck, and grab a hold on his ass, while I again sucking on his neck .