The Sex Doctor (His Submissive) 18+ novel Chapter 65

Ann lowered her gaze then sniffed in before she looked up right straight into his eyes. How stiff he was, He hasn't uttered a word the whole time she was narrating her past life to him. She thought she had finally lost him. He would definitely hate her after this, that's what she thought and she wouldn't blame him either if he has to stand up and leave this place as he may find her disgusting in his eyes.

She waited for him to speak but he didn't. The whole place was just cold and the silence between them was getting more and more intense as she didn't know what he might be thinking about her inside his mind. She was getting scared now, his silence was killing her and when she couldn't wait any longer, she broke the silence and said,”I will definitely understand if you hate me right now, Just say it to my face”. She said calmly as she was ready to accept her fate. She will never find a man who will love her in this kind of situation.

Marcus remained silent as he opened the bottle of wine and poured it into the glass. He picked the cup from the table and took a sip of wine from the glass. His food was still untouched and had already turned cold. He has totally lost his appetite after listening to Ann’s heart-breaking story. Meanwhile everyone had already left the restaurant, leaving just the two of them alone in the room.

Marcus was still thinking of what to say, wondering if he should feel bad for her after all she had gone through or maintain a cold expression towards her. He looked back at Ann with a trace of pity in his eyes before he finally spoke and relieved Ann of her negative thoughts. “The drug you took. Was it from a doctor?”. He asked. He still needed to confirm what made her this way.

“No. I got it from the street because it says it relieves pains and also, the other drug Silver forced me to take was from Lorenzo”. Ann responded.

“You realized that taking unknown medicine into the body without the doctor's prescription is drug abuse. Right?”. Marcus asked and she nodded in respond. “And when did you start having sex?”. Marcus asked.

“Uh mm…”. She thought about it for a second before she finally spoke. “Two weeks after I and Silver settled down here. I first started from watching porn to masturbating then secondly going into a relationship just for sex. The first guy I dated was Jude and he lives nearby, around my area. He caught me cheating on him with his best friend”. She said, “I seriously don’t know why but I just can't control myself. When his best friend came over to pick me up, I never knew Jude came along with him and I was damn too horny after watching some explicit video on my phone. And since Jude wasn't around I walked up to his best friend and kissed him. It wasn't his friend's fault though, because he tried to stop me but I insisted on getting what I wanted and that was his dick. And before I knew it, Jude barged into my house and caught us red handed. I tried to explain to him but after seeing that video of me in the internet, he broke up with me”. She sighed deeply. “I seriously don’t know how he got the video and I'm not surprised either because it made me realize that being in a relationship is not for me. And since then, I have no hope of loving or even dating any man again. Lorenzo already broke me”. She fixed her gaze at Marcus before she asked,”Do you hate me?”.

“Why should I hate you?”. Marcus questioned back as he found no reason why he would hate her because of her past.

“I don’t know. Maybe because of what happened to me in the past ''. Ann replied, looking away as she was so embarrassed at herself right now in front of him.

Marcus inhaled and exhaled before he spoke,”First of all there is nothing wrong in loving someone. The only thing wrong is losing yourself while trying to please that person. Which you did. You risk everything, even your dignity and self respect all at once just for a man who doesn't value you. That was your worst mistake. The fact that you knew you were in a toxic relationship and still never ended it, shows how foolish you were”. He said and Ann heaved a deep sigh of regret, he was totally right and it hurts her to know the painful truth. “You didn’t cherish the right person and that's what got you into this”. He stated. “But am glad you became strong again and never choosed to commit suicide because there is always hope as-far you are alive”. He said and Ann smiled.

“Thank you sir”. Ann said and wiped the tears from her eyes as she was happy that he didn't hate her after everything.

“I was wrong when i thought you’re a sex addict. You are just suffering from emotional damage and you think that having sex can solve all your problem”. He said. “You just need a good man in your life, a man who can stand by you no matter what, A man who is always ready to fulfil your sexual desires and not some random men who just wants to fuck you and then dump”. Marcus said as Ann placed her elbow on the table and her hand below her chin while she stared at him. She believed Marcus was the right man for her as he possessed those qualities he mentioned.

“You mean a man like you?”, Ann suddenly asked which made him cut off his statement as he stared back at her in astonishment.

‘She can't be serious, can she?’. Marcus thought before he gave her a response. “No Ann, I am too old for you. I am definitely not your type of man”.

“And why do you think so?”

“Because I'm old”

Ann scoffs,”But it doesn't matter if I like you right?”. She asked.

“It does Miss Ann. We have such a huge age gap and it can't work. And besides, I don’t tolerate such a relationship between a patient and a doctor”.

“But you tolerate having sex with me. Huh?”. She asked but he didn't respond. She dropped her hand on the table,”We can work it together”.