There's No Love In the Deathzone (BL) novel Chapter 8

Chapter 8: Chapter 7. The Red of Amber Eyes

The Borderland; an even more treacherous area than the red-zone.

Zen might not know much about history, but he at least knew that the zones in this continent were determined based on how safe they were. And that safety was determined by the presence of towers and temples that came down after the Age of the Apocalypse. Like a beacon, the towers and temples got rid of the miasma and prevented dungeons from forming.

But the further the area was from these beacons, the weaker the purification effect. The accumulated miasma would be more persistent, and dungeons would form more frequently. Usually, the influence range of these towers and temples would be enough to cover each other. But sometimes, there was just an area where the influence was so thin that it was barely adequate for humans to live in. And that was the red-zone.

But these pitiful red-zones, which were equivalent to slums, really, were still preferable to the place called Borderland.

No, it wasn't a border between areas or states.

It was the border between where humans could live and couldn't. It was the land in front of the area choked full of miasma and where the beasts ran rampant; the Deathzone, the leftover territory of the beast since the Age of Apocalypse where the power of towers and temples could not reach.

The Borderland, in another word, was the frontier safeguarding the human's territory from the beasts.

And that was where Zen headed off to.

In the continent where he lived, there were three Borderlands; the north, west, and east. Since Zen lived in the Eastern Federation, his destination was set to the eastern Borderland.

As a frontier, the Borderland was somewhat similar to the red-zone; it was a place where suicidal mercenaries, unwanted ran away, and criminals on parole gathered. Half of them were there against their will, and the other half were there because they had no choice.

Zen headed there because his fake license wouldn't get scrutinized there.

And because he wanted to be drowned in situations where he needed to constantly work.

Or perhaps because he didn't think he had any right to seek a comfortable life.

His brother told him to live his life, but Zen had no idea anymore, about what kind of life he wanted to live. The freedom he seek...he realized he had lost of its meaning.

As long as the bitterness, this lump in his gut, was still lingering inside his soul, then could he still seek for that freedom?

Zen realized it was foolish. He wanted to fly?

He didn't even have any wings.

Back there, inside the darkness of his brother's room, Zen had wanted to give up.

He was tired. He didn't think there was any meaning to anything he'd do anymore. He had no more objection. No more desire. Everything just felt empty.

[You have to live your life]

How? What life?

Zen wanted to let go of everything. But his brother's last words just refused to let him go.

So he thought, perhaps if he headed to the most dangerous place, he'd find an answer. Perhaps if he stood in front of the face of death, he'd understand it, whether he want to live, or to give up. And even if he ended up losing his life, he wouldn't do it with his hand.

'That should be alright, right?'

If the twins knew what his brother thought was, they would probably beat the man senseless, so they could put some sense into Zen's head.

But they weren't there anymore.

So Zen made his journey to the Borderland, hiking the mountainside to cross over into the land where the miasma was blasting even harsher than the red-zone's storm.

He spent the last of his money to purchase clothes, camping supplies, and food, and to sleep a little more comfortably in the inn of the last town in the orange-zone before the Borderland. Behind the mountain would be an uninhabited red-zone, and then he'd reached the Borderland.

There were no sane people headed there willingly, so Zen had to make the journey on foot. The only vehicle going there was the supply cargo trucks that went once every three months, or the government-issued vehicle carrying workers.

Zen didn't mind. He'd rather spend his journey alone. Living in the red-zone made him distrustful in nature, and being around people just hiked up his anxiety, making him stay on alert all the time.

At least, he didn't mind it until he stumbled upon a cave, and heard a groaning sound.

Or was it a growl?

No, he didn't hear a sound and pursued it. He stumbled upon a cave first and decided to make his camp there. And then, he heard a sound, from somewhere deeper in the cave.

From his dungeon experience, Zen knew he shouldn't pursue suspicious sounds in the wild. Unless he was an esper, anyway, and had the power to face any kind of danger.

But there was also no way Zen could leave a suspicious sound unattended when he had decided to stay in that cave. What if the source of that sound, whatever it was, decided to attack him when he was asleep?

So Zen marched deeper into the cave, with some kind of bravado and leftover energy from his last few guiding.

And stumbled upon a pair of amber eyes.

Zen stood rooted, before throwing down his bag and taking out his knives. The eyes were attached to a crouching figure on all fours, gleaming in the dim light of the cave. It was eerie and mesmerizing at the same time.

It took a while for Zen to realize that the eyes were attached to a face. It took a while to recognize it because the face was covered in blood and dirt, and the figure was clad in swirling black miasma, like a beast.