Where we belong novel (Ava and Blaze) Book 2 novel Chapter 5

Chapter 5

After finding a cigarette I sat on the step outside the backdoor. I knew his mood changed because I wouldn't give him what he wanted. No matter how much I wanted to have sex with him I wasn't letting it happen.

I wasn't crossing that line. All the feelings were there, everything I left 4 years ago everything I tried to block out as soon as I moved hit me like a train.

I loved him, I was still in love with him, but I couldn't and wouldn't put myself through that not with the chance that he might leave me again.

"You ever going to forgive me for leaving you?". Nudging past me he walked outside.

"Oh, I don't know are you ever going to stop being a jealous prick?".

"Not when it comes to my woman". He growled causing me to laugh. Of course, he was going to say something like that.

"I stopped being your woman the day you walked out on me". Stubbing out my cigarette I got to my feet intending to go to bed but of course he wouldn't let me.

"You'll always be mine Ava you know that baby". I wanted to slap that smug look off his face. Bikers they all thought they could run the world, all thought they could boss us ladies about. He was in for a shock if he thought he was owning me.

"Last time I checked I didn't have a ring on my finger or a stamp on my forehead saying I was yours. Can't own something that doesn't want to be owned".

"See that's where you're wrong you've been mine since you were 15. I finally got you when you were 23 and you can bet your sweet ass, I'll marry you by the time your 30". Winking at me I grit my teeth. He really thought I was going to take him back.

You're considering it though...

"Tell me baby how many guys have had my pussy in the last 4 years?". The cockiness in his voice made me want to punch him but I knew what he was up to, and I was going to play him at his own game.

"Noticed the blond earlier". I cut in folding my arms over my chest. "Always did have a thing for blonds didn't you Blaze". Twirling my hair around my finger I waited for him to answer me. "She's a bit on the young side though but you always did like young pussy".

"Jealous sweetheart?". His jaw was clenched his hands balled into fists.

"Not as jealous as you'll be when you find out how many guys have had your pussy".

The look on his face was priceless but my insides were rattling when I heard the feral sound that ripped from his mouth.

"Night Blaze". Winking at him I headed back inside the grin widening on my face when I heard him destroying the backyard.

Don't fuck with a woman but more importantly don't fuck with a woman who's heart you've already broke.

"Ava"....

Oh god!!

"Get fucking back here". He yelled.

"Shut up". I hissed pushing on his chest. "You wake my baby and so god help your soul".

"The fuck was that. Talking smack like that, talking like a whore".

"Well,". I shrugged. "Maybe I whored myself out, fucked so many guys to get you out of my system". He gripped my arms so tight pushing me up against the wall.

"Fucking stop it". He snapped.

"What. Isn't that what you did? How many girls have you fucked huh. Think you can just walk back into my life, and I'll fall at your feet?"

"What's happened to you?". His voice broke and my heart collapsed. "This isn't you Ava, I know you". He was right this wasn't me and I was doing so well with not becoming the person I used to be. I didn't want to fight but damn it was so hard when he riled me up like that. With my body going limp his grip loosened on me.

"Why can't we go a day without tearing each other's face off? I don't want to fight with you Blaze but dammit you make it so hard".

"Guess not everything changes but we work baby, and you know we do so why aren't you letting me back in?"

"It's been 4 years Blaze; you can't just expect us to go back to the way we were. Things are different and in case you've forgotten there's a little girl in there that's more important than anything else".

"I get that Ava, but you know you belong with me you always have".

"Maybe". I shrugged. "But I have to put Everleigh first and that's what I'm doing. I have to get to bed because I'll be up early tomorrow with our daughter". Slipping past him he grabbed my hand.

"Blaze". I sighed he wasn't making this any easier.

"Do you love me, Ava?".

"Don't do this". I whispered. "Don't ask me that, don't put me in that position".

"Simple question-..." He was cut off with the sound of heavy footsteps. I didn't realise anyone else was still here.

"Will you two shut the fuck up and go to bed". My dad hissed as he disappeared back down the hall the loud slam of his door echoing throughout the clubhouse.