Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia) novel Chapter 177

Frederick smiled faintly. This time, he didn't answer because he suddenly realized that he disliked spongers. Their different views were slowly leading to a disagreement.

This was different from when they used to share the same views. This feeling was terrible. He liked the lively woman compared to the serene, effeminate woman lying in his arms. Her gentleness and calmness were dull and soulless, making him feel uncomfortable!

He couldn't stand it anymore —he felt that he was going crazy and sick. If he stayed any longer, everything would feel so unnatural. Slowly, he pushed Danica away.

"Well, have a good rest! I'll come to see you another time!"

With that, he got up and walked away in huge strides.

When he got home, all he could think about was Alicia. He wanted to go back to that home. Late at night, he was smoking and pacing around in the house, slowly losing his composure.

"What on earth did she do to bewitch me?"

He could have had a woman who would throw herself at him or an obedient woman, but no! All he could think about was that capricious and proud person! Who knew that he would be so dumb?

He was with another woman and she didn't even bat an eyelid? In her heart, was money the only important thing?

The sudden realization hit him like a cold bucket of water and he finally calmed down.

A sudden pain was felt at his fingertips and he quickly snuffed out the burning cigarette butt as a complication look appeared in his eyes.

In the end, he put down the car keys in his hand and turned around to enter the bathroom.

Alicia tossed and turned that night. She felt as if she was in a dream. Just as dawn approached, she sat up in bed again.

Rubbing her messy hair, she couldn't help but let out a long sigh and beat her suffocating chest.

She thought that he would have come back!

Knocking herself on her forehead, Alicia couldn't help muttering, "What is wrong with me? Do I really want him to come back?"

Habits were sometimes very daunting.

He usually would come back after he caught her, although when he came back, he would lecture her most of the time. However, it seemed that things were different this time. That woman must be different.

Feeling pangs of pain in her heart, Alicia unconsciously bit her lip.

"Why would you want a man who doesn't care about you and is unfaithful to your marriage? Alicia Blanchard, are you so desperate?"

"Perhaps Victoria is right..."

For the past three years, she had been too tired and lonely. When someone had gotten close to her, she immediately took the gratitude for love! In such a short time, was she already used to having him around?

Bitterly tugging the corner of her mouth, Alicia stretched and gave herself a word of encouragement.

"It's better to just get the pain over with! What's so good about Frederick Clements, that overbearing, nitpicking man? Bad habits must be corrected! I don't care about him! I don't care! I don't care!"

After shouting out loud, Alicia got up. "I should go jogging! Make money! Money is still the most reliable thing. It won't just abandon me."

She had already come by those three difficult years, what else would she be afraid of? She just had to get rid of her habits of being used to someone! She could do it! If no one would love her, she must love herself more!