Daddy novel Chapter 35

MARCO'S POV

I have always had my fair share experience with women. Simula nung magbinata ako hanggang sa nag graduate ako ng college. If you are rich and has good looks, that's easy. Di ko na kailangan maghabol because they always come to me first. There are women who just needs a good lay, there are some that wants something more. A commitment. But I hate to commit. I'm still young and needs time exploring.

One night I was drunk driving my Lexus LS recklessly, the next thing I know am at an hospital. "You could've been dead man, mabuti nalang at may nakakita." Gab said. At first, I couldn't careless if I die. Wala naman akong pamilya, my mum left early and my dad died when I was 19. Wala ako ni kahit kapatid or relatives.

After being detained in the hospital for a week I was finally out again. One afternoon when I was on my flat a woman who claimed to save my life asks me for money. How easy. I gave her 100,000 dollars. She forced me to take care of her 6 year old kid, it was also in exchange for saving my life. Funny. I didn't even dare to impregnate someone yet I have to take care of someone else's baby.

She left the kid on my house. The kid is always crying and annoying. Ayaw syang kunin ng mama nya! How could she? For a second thought, I wanted to drop the kid in a foster house but when I saw her cry my heart melts. Clearly the kid is just a victim. Her name is Phoebe, an annoying brat kid. She assumed that I was her father and called me daddy. I remember cringing. That's why I don't like kids. They are so attached. But eventually, I have gotten used to her calling me daddy. Halos lahat ng kaibigan ko at kakilala alam na di ko sya tunay na anak. Bumili ako ng bahay and we move out.

I bought her a nanny. I didn't have time to take care of a beast. "Daddy!" she giggled when I came home from work. She gave me an embrace. She was always happy when I go home from work. Palaging ganun. She was bubbly and happy meanwhile I was grumpy and annoyed. She likes to sleep in my room when it thunders. Hinahayaan ko nalang.

"Who are you?" he asked the woman with me, she was still sober. She is now 10 years old. He raised an eyebrow at the woman.

"Marco, I didn't know you have a kid." Sabi ni Marzia. I shrug.

"Not my kid," I boredly says.

She bit Marzia's hand and ran away. That monster. He always tantrums when I bring a woman to a woman. I didn't mind at first because sometimes I find it funny but it gets annoying. So, I stop bringing women at our house.

She grew up fast. I just realize that one day when I saw her on her sports bra that shows her cleavage and she's only 15 in that time. I have not payed her attentention ever since. Kaya nga nagulat nalang ako. "Cover that up, will you?" tinapunan ko sya ng towel.

"Is that a hickey on your neck?" galit kong sabi.

"Yeah," mahina nyang sabi. I didn't know kung anong nangyari saakin but I get mad everytime whenever that happens. "Are you mad daddy?" she asks sweetly. I rolled my eyes at her. I was very surprised when she gave me an embrace. She pouted at me. "I'm sorry daddy. Forgive me?" she said sweetly.

"Tss," sabi ko. "I'm not going to talk to you unless I don't see any hickeys on your body."

Ngayon ko lang na tuklasan na naging possessive naako sa kanya. I don't like seeing her with boys. And it's hard because she was damn beautiful. Not to mention her beautiful body. Boys flock around her. And I was not used to that. She admired me very much and seeing how she likes somebody made me want to lash out.

Until I got used to him. We became very close. There is also a chance that we are fighting. He is often the one who humbles himself. Now I just thought that I never thought to tell him that I am not his real father. I guess it's my defense mechanism because almost all of my friends are married and have children. I can't even find a woman that fits my liking. I always get tired. I'm scared to death. Somehow I also have what can be called a family. Even though I sometimes don't treat her as one.

I became attached to her to the limit that I was afraid that when she found out I was not her real father she would leave me. So I let her believe that I really am. My friends also didn't bother to tell her because they already assumed that Phoebe knew too.

She was so beautiful I began to have sick thoughts of her. I’m embarrassed to admit to myself that a 16 years old with whom I was at home was secretly fantasizing about. So, I started dating again. Fooling around just to get rid of the sick thought. What a fucking maniac I became ?! Pedophile? Me? Fuck.

I was a fucking monster. I tried avoiding her and she became a tease. "Daddy could you buy me a bikini? I need a new one."

I clench my jaw. Gritted my teeth. Agad tumigas ang di dapat tumigas. Just the thought of her wearing that tiny clothes made my cock grow so hard. Each day became like hell. I even imagine her while I was fucking someone. One night, I went home so drunk.

So drunk. That I began to imagine my wildest dream. I began to imagine her sucking my cock. Fucking her deep and hard. I imagine her innocent face moaning above and under me. I have never want someone more than her.

It had to stop. I have to stop myself. I tried to get serious in a relationship. It ended up badly. Nothing really. I tried again and again until he was 18.

I have too much restraint. Excessive physical pain. She looks even more beautiful. Her breast looks so mature and firm. As well as her butt. Maybe it was just a physical attraction. Maybe because it's delicious and forbidden.

There are times when I find her being flirty towards me. I think differently of him, no longer a child. When he calls me 'Daddy,' I feel different. She wore small cloth that defined every curve of her body. She teases me a lot. I have never seen my cock exited as it did now. One look of her will immediately stand up.

"Daddy," I heard her say. My cock instantly became stiff.

"Baby, what are you doing here? It's late night already..." I said slowly getting up. She covered her ear when the lightning strike. Damn. Why is she so hot? "Come here," I said stretching my arms for her. Agad syang tumakbo saakin. She was so cold.

She embraced me. I can feel her hard nipple on my chest. Napapikit ako. Fortunately, there is a comforter between us. But I guess it was no help because she was straddling me. My cock between her cunt. Only sheets are keeping us apart. He was still moving because he was afraid of thunder and lightning! I didn't know if I'd be happy or what. I'm losing strength. She was moving on top of me, I don't know if she intentionally did it or she was just really scared.

"Daddy," she called again. My cock became stiffer. I don't know if she felt it, if she does maybe she just ignored it. He must have been very scared when he found out if he was crying. He could smell the wine on my breath. I only drank a little. Naguiguilty naako to him and to the women I slept with.

Galit na galit sya saakin. I laugh. I always find it cute whenever she was jealous. Para bang gusto nya din ako.

Her being on top of me makes me want to do her. Napahiga ako. She was pinching ang smacking my chest until I felt her move upwards. She was sitting on my stomach. I can feel her wetness. Sobrang sarap sa pakiramdam. Why is she wet? Does she want me to...? Unconsciously my hands started stroking her legs. Sobrang sarap sa pakiramdam. Para akong nahihilo, hindi dahil sa alcohol.

"I'm sorry. Let's go to sleep baby ... Hmmmh," I said and I suddenly hit him. I can not help it. I can feel his wetness. My dick is so hard on him. The penis is centered on her pussy. I groaned. I torture myself. What took me by surprise is when she lick and kiss my chest. Did I see it right? What surprises me more is when she started rubbing her pussy on my cock. "Baby, stop doing that ..." I said with difficulty.

She beg me to fuck her. She felt the same way as I did. I couldn't resist her, I gave in. I fuck her. I made love to her. I've never been craving sex not until now. Nababaliw ako sakanya. Nakakabaliw sya. I love her. I fucking love her to death.

I explored her body. Kissing every part of it. Marking it and making it mine. She was my baby slut. She was made for me. Only for me. My cock and I can't seem to get enough of her.

Palaging gusto ko sya. I wanted her as much. Gusto ko sya palagi ang kasama ko. We always ended up in bed. There are times when we enjoy each others company. Just chilling and talking. My hands and body always wants to touch and pleasure her.

I was again having a second thought if it was really love or lust. It was both. When I saw her cried, my heart clench. The thought of her going away or someone taking her away I would risk my life. I was willing. I have fallen for her traps. I wanted her. I wanted her so bad.

I can't imagine being with someone. Matagal naakong naghahanap ng babaeng makakasama ko habang buhay. From the beginning it was her, I thank the accident for giving me Phoebe. I have now the purpose of life. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.

It hurt when he sent me away because he wanted to meet and be with his family. I wasn't her world anymore. He is my other priority. It hurts. What about me then? I am not included. Doesn't he like me?

When I flied to Italy, I realize I was being selfish. She was still a girl who had a life ahead of hers.

I wanted to get drunk and Veronica accompanied me for it. My eyes widened as Veronica pressed a kiss on me. I quickly push myself away. "Marco, please. I still loved you ..." she cried.

Fuck. It was just an accident smack in the lips but I feel like I've cheated. Nawala agad ang kalasingan ko.