Excuse Me, I Quit! novel Chapter 39

Evan's P.O.V.

I pinned her hand against the bed and curled my fingers around hers, never breaking the kiss. I was still upset because she was leaving me which made me want her even more.

I broke the kiss first then looked at her face. She was slightly panting from our heated kiss. Her face was beet red. Why does she have to be so fucking adorable? I thought.

I lifted her shirt halfway then kissed her stomach. She let out a soft moan and trembled under me. I smirked at the effect I had on her.

"My lips barely touched your skin but you are already so turned on. Is it because you've never had a guy kiss you there before?" I said and kissed her hand.

"N...no...it's because it's you who is touching me," she said shyly.

If you say stuff like this, I won't be able to control myself anymore, I thought to myself.

"Evan? Are you okay?" she asked.

"No, I am not, little hamster. You are too close to me, it's driving me crazy," I said and grazed her lips with my thumb.

"Stop calling me little hamster," she pouted.

"No," I chuckled and placed a soft kiss on her lips.

"Why not?" she whined.

"Because I love you," I said and kissed her neck.

"That makes no sense," she shivered as I grazed my lips close to her cleavage. "Um...Evan?"

"Hmm?" I could barely focus as the sweet scent of her skin drove me wild.

"If I live with my grandma I might not come back here for a long time," she said.

"I know, that's why I am upset," I buried my face in the crook of her neck.

"So I was thinking...you could...I mean...you and I could..." she started to stammer.

"What is it? Just spit it out. You don't have to act so nervously with me," I told her reassuringly. I wondered what was going on in that cute little head of hers. Her face was red and she was shaking a little.

"Nn...nothing," she whispered. I didn't believe her for a second. If it was nothing, then why is she all red-faced and embarrassed.

"I want to see you," my voice came out raspy.

"What do you mean? You are looking right at me," she giggled.

"No I mean I want to see you. All of you," I said quietly.

She looked like she finally understood what I was talking about. Her breathing became shallow, I could hear her heart pounding.

"What if you don't like what you see?" she whispered.

"That's not possible," I said and slipped my hand under her shirt. "Can I?" I asked.

She nodded yes and closed her eyes as I took her shirt off and looked at her body. It was just as beautiful as I imagined. I cupped one of her breasts over her bra. She flinched. She still wasn't used to anyone touching her so intimately. I hugged her tightly as she was still trembling.

"I won't do anything you don't want me to. I would never hurt you," my voice was deep with emotions. I meant every word. I just wanted to hold her and caress her.

"I know. It's just that...it's not fair!" she exclaimed.

I looked at her with surprise. "Huh? What's not fair?"

"You get to see me but I don't get to see you," her eyes were full of tears.

I kissed her tear-soaked eyes then wiped them off. "You don't have to see, just feel," I said and took my shirt off then placed her hand on my chest. She ran her fingers on my chest and abs, outlining each line of my muscles. She looked away and smiled.

"What are you smiling about?" I asked.

"You have a nice body," she said shyly.