Forbidden novel Chapter 14

I awoke the familiar feeling of something down my throat threatening to escape as I leapt from my bed and headed off to the closest bathroom and threw up everything I had.

Oh god… this is just plain torture!

After throwing up for I don’t know how long with Ethan who I didn’t even notice was holding my hair up for me and by the time I was finished he helped me up.

“You ok?” he asked, concerned filled his eyes.

I nodded my head in reply and he hesitantly let go of me so that I can have a shower.

After getting change into new fresh clothes I met Ethan in the kitchen where foods were already prepared for me to ravish.

After I have finished pigging myself and feel like throwing up again I just held it in. “You ready?” he asked, “Come on, we have to go to the hospital”

I groaned while hating that word that have uttered off his mouth. Hospital. Ugh!

I begrudgingly followed him towards his car as we head to the place I wished I never have to visit ever again.

After the long drive Ethan finally parked his car and I unwillingly got out of his car. I can do this.

I can do this.

I can do this.

I kept this mantra in my head but nope—I can’t do this!

I started breathing heavily when Ethan decided to calm me down.

Even though I begged him he didn’t even budge, oh I hate this, and I hate this so much!

I don’t want to go!

I know I sound like a five year old brat but hospital scares me. What if the questions in my head get the answer I didn’t want to?

We finally entered the building and were greeted by a petite blond woman.

“We have an appointment with Doctor White” Ethan said and the woman went back to her computer and typed something and finally smiled at us and told us to wait at the waiting area.

The place was quite empty since it was morning after all but all the waiting made me grown more anxious and nervous.

Why does the room feel smaller?

It feels so suffocating and the familiar smell of disinfectants wasn’t helping my nerves.

“Don’t worry” Ethan said as he gave my hand a reassuring squeeze. Easy for him to say!